First mv that i watched was suju sorry sorry. That time i just saw a bunch of korean boys singing diligently and i dont find them attractive. Well, except siwon but i dont know his name at all. When i am 18 i am engaged with my childhood friend and that time i really like him a lot. My parents and his are Best friend and long distance relative, so we are so close back then. He is a very attractive boy and always protect me since child. We used to same elementary school back then. I got scholarship and went to boarding school and so was him but different school. So, we kind of distant. But since i really like him i am really happy to know we were engaged. But not him. He had a gf back then. So he opposed the marriage proposal. I am really sad and the word from him that i still remember ' you are not pretty and i just see you As my sister. I will never love you.' He just accept me because of our parents. But i never give up, i try to be pretty and often went to his house. But only get a warm welcome from his mother only. When i went to matriculation college, my roomate is kpop fanatic. She loves suju and beast so much. I watch with her all drama and mv of kpop. When, my father died suddenly, he agree to marry me, for the reason of charity. He pity me. But i called it off and further study far from home. My family also moved from city to a common village. My father has land in his village, so we build our house. But my family and his never part. His parents really kind. 

That is when i really into kpop. I follow exo diligently and my bias at that time is kai. Back then, i thought kai is do and do is kai. Kpop made my day and i realise there are many suitable candidate and prince charming for me beside him. He is not my really option. Back then, i realise he is not the one. Now, i just focus on my study and turn into a confident woman. No man no cry. hahahaha, i always plan to meet exo some day. I always tell my mother, i wanna meet park chanyeol first before i get married. So my mother will reply, it will take a long time. Hahahaa. I am 25 now and i am studying master in research. So, pray for my success later.