Most of you messaged me regarding my stories, asking when will be the next update. I’m writing this update because I think you all deserve to know the reason why I’m on hiatus mode again. First of all, I’m so sorry I stopped updating. You see, I’ve been having lots of problems lately, most of it are family and school related, but there’s this one thing that kinda led me to a complete stop. 

I stopped fangirling, writing stories, and listening to songs - basically, I stopped living. So, let me tell you a story ..

He’s a guy, a typical guy who’s inside the four-walls of the university to achieve his dreams. He’s a guy from a program that is different from hers. He’s the guy that playfully made her feel special. He’s the one who shamelessly introduced his self to her parents and relatives on her special day. He’s the one who introduced her to his friends as his girl without her permission. He’s the one who teaches her math everytime she’s so close to having a mental breakdown. He’s the one who accepted her flaws; who hates making or seeing her wear make-up, who hates seeing her wearing even a liptint. He’s the one who proudly tells her and everyone else that she’s beautiful without it. He’s the one who loves taking stolen photos of her. He’s the one who proudly tells everyone that he likes her. He’s the one who proudly told everyone that he considers her the most special among all of his friends. He’s the one who shamelessly requested to dance to the song of Marry Your Daughter for her cotillion. He’s the one who sang for her while playing the guitar, accepting all the song requests that’re coming from her.

And she’s the girl who foolishly believed him – believed their friends that there is something.

Because in the end, he's the one who told her to forget about him after a day of sweet nothings. He's the one who just walked out of the room, leaving agape while asking herself what the heck did just happened? Now, she’s still foolish to love him even after a year. To make all the other guys that’s been there to sweep her off her feet feel worthless in her eyes because her heart still beats for him – because she still yearns for him to answer why he left her.

I don’t know if you’ll understand, but please wait for me. I’ll be back soon, I promise. I’ll just be needing time to heal especially now that my question’s finally answered. Truth hurts. Istg, it really hurts. Some things are just better left unanswered if you’ll ask me, but I was too stubborn to know why. Now, I’m the one hurting. HAHAHAH

Anyway, I’ll be back soon with a new update .. Promise. Promise. Promise.

I hope this answered your questions why I suddenly stopped updating.

Xoxo,
Nini