Jiyong + Hangeng :: Bitter Memory
Han Geng
((Kwon Jiyong :33))
Han Geng always came to the practice rooms during study hall, and he loved to stay for hours in there, simply dancing and getting lost in the music.
Today however, it was as if everything was going wrong.
First, his laptop didn't seem to be working properly when it came to playing music, then he didn't seem to have inspiration, and now he couldn't even dance his usual moves. He couldn't even bring himself to enjoy dancing, and it was one of his last resorts.
Out of frustration, he kicked his laptop case, watching it sail across the room and hit the mirror. He groaned and sank down against the wall, pulling up his knees and placing his head in between them like he always did when he started panicking.
Like a child, he wrapped his arms around his legs, feeling horrible and agitated. Why did it hurt so much...
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Rubbing the back of his nape, lightly he rolled his head back as if trying to dissolve some kind of stress - but mainly the small paining of his headache that seemed to grow on his left side of his head. Finding his foot steps taking him down the hallway, the place was familiar, but as he noticed students greet him in such comfortable manner - he couldn't wave back. He didn't know them, not to the extent that they seem to know of him.
Life , with the ear buds hanging around his neck as he heard the music thumping louder through the tiny speakers while he walked down the pathway to a certain room - but which one?
The song that soon played, he paused as he heard the song and this time he peered down at the iPod to read the artist name and he blinked. He didn't hear this before, and he heard it now; he felt a small film of memory roll through as he had the ache in his head worsen a bit. The brick wall was strengthening, but the old Jiyong was hammering down to break free.
Peering down at the small screen with one eye, reading the title song:
Gengster; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcYle6pLXX0
The mix of electro type and a few dub step motions; he knew it was his own work. He had picked up the habit of missing around with the mechanical forty-eight button machine. It was a nice good, song and he could picture the male dancing to it--
Wait, he could remember a small glimpse of the male actually dancing!
YOUTUBE.COM
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Han Geng Han Geng had tried dancing again and again, but it always ended the same way; him in a frustrated manner against the wall and on the floor. He was finding himself to be pathetic as well. All the songs that he would.play were only the ones that Jiyong had showed him, or more specifically, the ones that Jiyong created himself. He sighed to himself, listening to one of Jiyong's creations as it simply played through the room with him sitting on the ground.
Jiyong...he just wanted him back. Who knew it would be /him/ that got him into such a wreck.
Han Geng wanted to dance, he really did, but could not bring himself to stand up and have fun while dancing. He just couldn't. So he remained there, with the music playing in the room ans with him staring into space, deep in thought and old memories of Jiyong coming to watch him at the practice rooms.
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Kwon Jiyong Down the hallway he heard more music as he paused his own iPod and found the music to be in the direction he was Heading towards. Fishing out a crumbled five dollar bill, Jiyong headed to the vending machine although he didn't know what went through him to remember all He did. But it was like his body had a mind of its own, shoving the dollar in as he got a drink. Taking the change, Jiyong kept the drink in his right hand as it was nice and cold. As the music got louder, he got closer and soon his back pressed flatly against the wall as his eyes stared down at the drink before he sighed.
What exactly was he doing?
Not even he knew, but a he stepped inside the music loud and his eyes narrowed in on the person on the ground. Crossing the room, Jiyong found himself in front of the male with the drink now placed on the others knees. Balancing it, turning out He knew Hangeng's favorite drink. How? He didn't know, nor did he try pushing it to remember why he knew.
But he did know, it wasn't a lucky guess.
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Han Geng Han Geng felt something being placed on his knees, and in his shock and tiredness, he looked up to see Jiyong.
He froze, his eyes widening slightly in surprise before looking at the drink balanced on his knees. It was his favorite, and the fact that Jiyong had brought it for him made it hurt even more.
He felt the pain in his chest strengthen once again, and he now realized that he was beginning to associate it with Jiyong. He carefully stood up, his hand wrapped tightly around the drink before extending his arm towards Jiyong, the once soft surprised look in his eyes now hardening, masking any sort of emotion.
"I don't need it, seonsaengnim." He forced it into Jiyong's hands before turning around, walking towards his laptop with his back straight. The term that he used now, so unlike his usual 'hyung' was a term he used in spite now, dripping with sarcasm, and he didn't particularly care if Jiyong began to catch on.
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Kwon Jiyong He rolled his eyes a bit before the wrapping his fingers around the drink before he turned to the other and noticed the strong back. Stepping forward, as he placed the cold drink once again on top of the others laptop. He didn't say nothing as he but left the drink there, rubbing the back of his nape as he stepped towards the door before he spoke.
"Take it, you dance and you do it very well. Like elegance in a way." He looked over his shoulder and before laying his eyes on the laptop and back on the other. "If you can't dance, you will dance soon. Clear your mind and take a deep breath," Jiyong advised as he paused and looked at the mirror before turning to Hangeng and he smiled lightly, very lightly at least it was real.
"I will remember you, just wait for it. Even if you say it doesn't hurt, it shows."
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Han Geng Han Geng paused when the same drink was placed on his laptop before Jiyong moved away, sighing softly. Why did Jiyong care even if he didn't seem to know him? Han Geng didn't even know what exactly was happening or why Jiyong was acting like this.
All he knew was that he was going through his first instinct - to push him away, and he would be doing fantastically well if Jiyong didn't keep appearing like this!
"I'm not dancing today." He said stubbornly, his voice quiet, refusing to look up to Jiyong. He knew that if he did, that if he saw that face of his, he would be that much closer to giving in and breaking down.
No way in hell he was going to let that happen.
When Jiyong finished talking, Han Geng's eye twitched as he stuffed the laptop into his bag.
"Have you ever thought that maybe I don't want you to remember me? It's not like I was anyone important, oh no." Han Geng spat, fixing the strap over his shoulder. He was so done with this 'roller coaster' bull that seemed endless every time Jiyong was involved.
Really, he just wanted to be done with it all.
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Kwon Jiyong Lightly he his heels, his body moved before his mind could process anything and as he noticed his own footing made their way to Hangeng. Jiyong fought the attitude of his own that wanted to rile up, "Look me in the eyes and say that." Jiyong spoke, as he tilted the others chin a bit and his own eyes traveled over Hangeng's own features as he wanted to, but no, he didn't. Slowly, hesitantly as if his hand was stubborn and wanted to stay on Hangeng's face; to explore and feel what he needs to remember.
"And have you for once got into your head that maybe /I/ Want to remember you. Since that day you appeared before my door you''ve been coming to mind. All I know is your name, and your my student." Jiyong paused before he settled his eyes on Hangeng's face before, looking straight into those brown eyes.
"I want to remember you, I want to know why it feels weird seeing you walk away." He whispered.
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Han Geng "No, don't -" Han Geng protested softly when he felt Jiyong's hand on his skin. He so desperately wanted to push away those fingers, but for some reason, he remained still as he was forced to meet Jiyong's gaze.
He already knew what was going to happen before it did, but the moment he saw those eyes of his, he could already feel himself cracking. He wrapped his fingers tightly around the hem of his shirt to maintain his composure, forcibly pushing down the need to lean into Jiyong's surprisingly soft touch.
Han Geng felt torn as he heard Jiyong speak, so unlike the tone he had used the last time they saw each other, and so similar to the old Jiyong that was his best friend.
He remained speechless. He wanted to just leave and lock himself in his room for the day, but Jiyong was here.
And he really missed Jiyong.
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Kwon Jiyong Biting his inner cheek, he found his own fingers brushing over the others soft cheek; it was like instinct to touch the other. His eyes slowly followed his fingertips as they moved upon the others flawless skin before looking once more at those brown eyes and hoping to have some kind of click in his mind.
He wasn't going to let the brick wall suppress memories, he felt himself allow that wall to slowly crack; although he knew he'd be overwhelmed with the emotions to soon drown over him. He could handle it, he always used to, right? Tilting his head a bit, Jiyong looked at the other and his eyes softened a degree from the last time he saw the student.
"I never left you, I am still here." His words coming into form of a sentence that not even his own brain seemed to understand why he was speaking these soft words for a moment; but he just let it be and cupped the others cheek ghostly as if he was afraid he'd piss the other off; or piss his own self off for not trying hard enough to remember this person, Hangeng.
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Han Geng Han Geng fluttered his eyes shut, letting out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, his fingers twitching on his own shirt, fighting the urge to loosen his grip. He loved Jiyong's touch, so so much. And he was so close to breaking with the way he was speaking and the way the other was acting.
Han Geng could almost believe that this was Jiyong, that this was the /old/ Jiyong; his best friend. His eyes ran tiredly over Jiyong's face, knowing that it would always look blocked, never as happy or as carefree as before.
He really just wanted to close his eyes and pretend that everything was better, but he knew that if he did that, it would be a sure fire case for him to get hurt even more than he needed at the moment.
He supposed that last sentence was supposed to comfort him, but it was really that last sentence that got him to open his eyes and reluctantly place a hand on Jiyong's wrist. "Ji....no you're not..." He got out in a low voice, though his eyes never left Jiyong's.
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Kwon Jiyong He felt a small buzz go through him from the touch on his wrist and he kept his eyes on the other before blinking twice. Processing the others words in his mind before shaking his head and moving his hand out the others grip, only to grasp that hand. His body felt a small buzz grow more, "You said I promised, right? You said I wouldn't leave you, I won't okay. If I can understand my own self, I can explain to you what's going on. Okay." He nodded and kept their fingers laced as he found the feeling to be comfortable. And he didn't pull back, his thumb instinctively rubbed small smoothing circles over the others knuckles just how he would always do.
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Kwon Jiyong [ sorry it's short u.u ]
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Han Geng ((thats okay ^^))
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Han Geng Han Geng flinched slightly when he felt Jiyong grab his hand, sending a jolt of twisted excitement throughout him. How is it that even if he wasn't Jiyong, he was still able to do weird things to his mind when no one else could?
It frustrated him.
Han Geng didn't pull away as his fingers laced with his own, making it that much more impossible for Han Geng to leave now. He was at a loss for words as he felt the familiar soothing circles across his hand that he hadn't felt in so long, and the small action made a strange ache appear in his heart that longed for more.
Han Geng let out a sigh, knowing that he was giving in to Jiyong.
"Okay..." He murmured softly, squeezing his hand.
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Kwon Jiyong Feeling the small squeeze on his own palm followed by a soft toned 'okay' He nodded, as his slowly fixed on the mirror as if in thought or just trying to think what- No something, thing is. But what? Returning his eyes as they only rested on Hangeng's nose before briefly meeting those eyes once more.
"Can I /stay/ here with /you/?" Jiyong asked the other keeping his gaze on those brown eyes, at this point he just needed to calm his mind. And with Hangeng around, it felt nice as if just his presence held a lot. But if he could sense the other was so close to him, why is his memories with the other being supressed? Why?
What is the real reason to all this, that is what he needed for figure out.
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Han Geng Han Geng knew deep inside that Jiyong staying in the same room as him wasn't a good idea. It would make him go insane due to his impatience, and he just didn't want to hurt and face the fact that Jiyong had forgotten what they had been through for some odd reason.
But...at the same time...he wanted desperately for Jiyong to be there with him. He liked Jiyong being /anywhere/ near him. No matter how many reasons he didn't want Jiyong to be there, that one reason seemed to always stand out and be more important than anything else.
"Sure...but I'm really not dancing today. I'm...not in the mood." Han Geng sighed, trying a soft smile for the other.
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Kwon Jiyong Giving a small nod, he looked at their hands as if wondering was it okay to really still keeping holding onto the others palm? But he didn't make No motion to pull back, so he left his hand holding the others as he rounded to step closer to the other. He noticed the soft smile, a bit weak but still was placed on those lips. Motioning the other away from the laptop, as he sat beside the wall and released the others hand as he sat down.
Patting the spot next to him, "Are we close? Since we are best friends, how close are we?" Jiyong asked, as he peered at the way Jiyong kept his hand holding Hangeng's. "I don't know if holding hands bothers you, but I like it." He whispered as if it was like the first time he admitted it and not that day they went to the skating rink.
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Han Geng Han Geng slid down with his back against the wall, sitting down in the spot next to Jiyong, pulling his knees into his chest. Carefully, he tugged Jiyong's hand over to his lap and, letting it lie there as he traced idle shapes on the back of his hand.
"Very close. It's hard to put it into details." Han Geng said, not looking up from Jiyong's hand. He decided to leave his little 'crush' out, since it made him cringe to just think about it.
Admitting it aloud already took all the courage he could muster, and it was in a state of desperation as well. He just couldn't do it a second time. At least not yet.
Han Geng let out a dry, soft chuckle when Jiyong admitted liking holding hands once again, just like that day they went to the skating rink.
"We do that a lot." He admitted.
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Kwon Jiyong Resting his head against the wall, nodding it slightly as he felt a bit relaxed as it didn't bother the other but in fact that they held hands a lot. It made him think a bit, "I asked a student, he said we were extremely close that I trusted you with myself. But to know I trust someone in the school, and with myself. I was surprised and yet I wasn't." He said as his eyes closed a bit.
"Are you mad that I can't figure out what is going on?" Jiyong asked softly, glancing sideways at Hangeng before he looked away and closed his eyes. "It kind of being at dead ends, but when I sleep I dreamt. You were there, we were here and you danced; you dance so wonderful. I like it." He confessed.
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Han Geng Han Geng listened quietly, not responding. He knew he was supposed to give him details, but for some odd reason, repeating them to someone who was in fact involved in those memories seemed unusual.
"No...not mad." It was more like he was upset and torn, but he decided to leave that specific detail out as well. He smiled a bit when he heard about the dream, speaking wryly.
"The way you think I dance may be different than how I actually dance. I could for all you know."
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Kwon Jiyong Jiyong shook his head a bit as the other spoke of his dancing and it made him smile lightly, "You don't , you dance well." He paused before giving the other a sideways glance and continued, "I know it, somehow I know you dance well." Jiyong smiled, and closing his eyes again to rest the back of his head on the wall once more.
"You're an amazing person, I can feel it." He chuckled, "Next time I want to see you dance, can I?" Looking at the other with one eye open.
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Han Geng Han Geng chuckled a bit. "Thanks, I guess." He turned his head towards Jiyong as he continued talking, only starting to reply when Jiyong glanced back at him.
"Sure. I don't see why not." Han Geng let out a real smile, though it faded nearly right away when another thought consumed his mind as he continued staring at Jiyong.
"If I did something right now that we usually do, would you judge me?" Han Geng asked carefully.
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Kwon Jiyong He blinked a bit At the question before pausing, but parting his lips to speak. "Your not going to ruffle my hair?" He asked as he always had a thing for keeping his hair in shape. Even to now. "But if it's not that, I won't judge you." He smiled and held a thumbs up to the student as he tilted his head to the side and kept his gaze on the other.
"What do we usually do?" He asked, he didn't think but he was. Urious over what the other was referring too and yet he felt his mind fuzz a bit. As if his whole body had known the clue but him, "I trust you." He spoke softly.
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Han Geng Maybe Han Geng was using this moment to his advantage, knowing that Jiyong wouldn't know entirely what he had in mind. However, he just didn't particularly care at that moment.
With the approval, he leaned forward slightly and turned his head to the side. He placed a bit of his weight on his feet, a hand on the other's shoulder as he leaned forward to kiss him on the lips.
Oh yeah, he really didn't care at that moment.
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Kwon Jiyong Eyebrows furrowed slightly, noticing how the other leaned forward and before he knew it soft, warm lips pressed against his own thin, pink ones. Eyes were slightly widen for a second or two before they closed on their own, his hand curled into the soft fabric of Hangeng's shirt very lightly.
Shifting his chin up a bit, kissing the other back as he felt the warmth of the lips pressed on his own having him This close. So close. Jiyong meshed his own lips softly with the other, allowing himself to fall in and drown in the kiss. To him, It felt like the first time kissing a guy but yet it felt like he always did.
But with only Hangeng, only him. No one, but his Gengie...
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Han Geng His stomach churned as soon as he felt Jiyong respond, his own fingers curling around the lapels of his jacket, bringing Jiyong closer to him.
Han Geng wasn't thinking straight. He knew that he shouldn't be doing this when Jiyong was just as confused as he was, and he knew that he shouldn't be doing this with a person who barely knew who he was.
But he really missed Jiyong, and he really missed his kisses. It was bittersweet, and it just left Han Geng wanting more, his thoughts beginning to jumble and make no sense.
The feelings that he had suppressed, or at least attempted to suppress, began showing through as the hand on his shoulder slid to the wall, directly beside his face to keep Jiyong underneath his grip.
His eyes opened slightly before biting gently on Jiyong's lower lip, tugging on it lightly before he kissed him again. He briefly wondered if that small action was something Jiyong could remember doing.
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Kwon Jiyong Eyes closes, squeezing a bit while he felt his hand softly moving up the others clothed chest while he felt his fingertips caress the others chest. Feeling the light tug on his bottom lip, it encouraged his palm to run up and slowly Grace over the others neck and bringing Hangeng closer to him.
Fingertips carding through the student's soft black hair, lightly tugging on those hairs but bringing him closer to feel those lips even more. The warmth, the want and need of those lips felt so overwhelming and he couldn't figure out why he yearned for those lips. Jiyong poked the tip of his tongue out, brushing over the others upper lip.
Wanting permission, wanting to deepen the kiss - a kiss he found he needed so much. Running his free hand over the others clothed torso as he wanted to feel the other close. It felt like they never kissed in years, passion and warmth, tender and gentleness; all holding in their kiss.
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Han Geng A soft sigh left his lips, shuddering as he felt his hand roam across his body, something he hadn't felt in a few weeks or so, making him realize how much he missed it.
His hand moved from the lapels to Jiyong's neck, his tongue sliding across Jiyong's lower lip, parting his own lips slightly as a response to the question found in the light swipe of the tongue.
He curved his back slightly, hovering over Jiyong as he basically pinned Jiyong to the wall, beginning to get needy for the other, a breathy call of his name leaving his mouth.
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Kwon Jiyong The feel of the wall pressed against his back even more and the feel of Hangeng even closer made his pulse quicken as his free hand lightly tugged on the others shirt just a bit. Wanting him closer, Jiyong noticed he wasn't scared -- still have in mind he is a -- in fact he wanted to let his student continue more.
Hearing his name leave Hangeng's lips brought a pleasant shiver go up and down his spine as his fingers curled the hem of the cotton shirt. Slowly lifting it, just enough to graze his fingertips over the soft, heated skin.
Almost as a tease.
Slipping his soft pink muslce, tasting every inch of Hangeng. His fingers curled and tangled in the others hair and brushed his own tongue with the others. Flickering it a bit, allowing his muscle to softly caress. Jiyong savored every single detail of Hangeng:
His taste, the warmth, his feel and touch - all of it.
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Han Geng Han Geng felt himself automatically move his hand to place itself over Jiyong's, shivering as those nails gently scratched his skin, hard enough so he could feel it but not enough for it to hurt.
A breathy moan, nearly inaudible left him as was pulled just a little closer to Jiyong, his tongue sliding across the wet muscle, deepening the kiss ever so slightly with the tilt of his head.
He pulled away, his eyes scanning the other's facial features through half lids.
"Sorry...I just..." He leaned down to place a soft kiss, pulling away again. "...can never really control myself..." He kissed him once again, not really paying attention to what he was saying. All he cared about was kissing him again and again.
"And I never liked using words anyways..." He murmured, finally shutting his mouth before kissing Jiyong, long and hard.
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Kwon Jiyong His own eyes a bit dazed, barely hearing the other once he spoke and just feeling those lips every now and then on his own. Hearing his own voice muttered to the other, "Just kiss me, Gengie." Jiyong spoke, wrapping both his arms softly around the others neck and bringing him a lot closer as he kept his eyes closed once those soft lips pressed against his own lips.
It didn't register in his own mind how familiar, no how used to those kisses - but loving them. And when he said /Gengie/ it felt like he was home, it was a touch of safety; protection and he felt his mind race a bit. Just by saying /Gengie/ that one nickname brought more emotion on Jiyong's side of the kiss. He felt the merge of his old self show into the kiss.
Kissing the other softer, sweeter and with warmth; keeping the long and hard response of Hangeng's. Fingers combing through the others hair as his body yearned to have his student a bit more closer and closer. It burned to have him closer, a burn he wanted so and he meant oh so bad.
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Han Geng He could feel his own heartbeat quicken simply due to the excitement of this whole situation. His hands found their way to Jiyong's neck, carefully cupping his face as he kissed him passionately.
Adrenaline coursed through him as he wanted, needed more of Jiyong. He forced himself to hold back, settling for a hard kiss, his tongue occasionally sweeping across the other's soft pink lips that always left him hungry for more.
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Kwon Jiyong The feel of the others soft tongue sweeping every now and then over his own bottom lip, sent a small shiver of delight down his spine while he felt how much of putty he turned by just the kisses from the other. Shouldn't it be the other way around, shouldn't he be the one having the other yearn for more?
But it was the opposite, Jiyong wanted more.
Lightly he pressed his teeth to nibble on the others bottom lip, slowly tugging on it as he ran his hands down the others soft clothed back. Tracing his fingertips up and down Hangeng's spine for a bit.
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Han Geng Han Geng felt his skin tingle as Jiyong's fingers felt along his lower spine, the light touch making his pupils dilate out of growing need and lust for the other man.
He absentmindedly went down on to his knees, his eyes closed as he kissed Jiyong again and again, barely pulling apart for much needed air, though the light burning in his lungs was nothing compared to the burning feeling in his chest that appeared with every touch of Jiyong.
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Kwon Jiyong One arm still hooked over the others neck, using his free hand to lightly run down Hangeng's torso and play with the hem of the cotton fabric as if his own body spoke for its own burn and want. Jiyong allowed his fingers to curl in the fabric and slowly lift it up just halfway up the others torso. He wanted to feel skin, to touch the other more intimately and so he did; his fingertips grazing over the others spine in a slow tease.
As he felt the other release his lips, he felt his breath heavy, husky and his eyes seemed to cloud for the other. Leaning forward as Jiyong trailed his pink tongue down the others sharp jaw line towards his own chin. Lightly nipping the small skin there as he whispered the others name softly.
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Han Geng A low groan escaped him as he felt Jiyong's fingertips against his sensitive sides before moving to his spine, his shirt curling up in the process.
He needed to stop.
Han Geng shuddered at the sound of his name in that husky whisper, leaning down to capture Jiyong's lips in another heated kiss, his hand tracing across the other's pale neck.
He really really needed to stop.
And that stupid, annoying little voice wouldn't stop pounding in the back of his head. Reluctantly, Han Geng pulled away, slightly breathless, one of his hands wrapping around Jiyong's wrist delicately, preventing him from going any further up his body, though he knew he craved for more.
"Ji...not...I can't..." He panted, at a loss of words as to what exactly just happened. He had been moving on instinct, but he knew he had to stop things before it went further. Things like that just couldn't happen, especially when Jiyong was in his current state.
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Kwon Jiyong His eyes slowly parted open to look at the other, the way Hangeng's bangs fell over his dark eyes and the sound of his husky, breathless tone - that itself was more of a tease, but he closed his eyes and took a breath. For what he knew, he hasn't touched or allowed a man to touch him which made him now curious. Glancing at the male before him, he felt a bit embarrassed to say this; maybe shy was more the word.
"Have we, er, you know?" For God's sake he felt his skin heat as his ears turned pink, "Or did I..." He cut his own self off as he felt his milky cheeks tint a light pale pink; he turned so the other wouldn't see, but his ears were a big give away. Jiyong his bottom lip while he continued to calm his own breathing as he felt the ripples of desire soon lay low for now.
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Han Geng He let himself sit back down on his folded legs, biting down on his lower lip as he released Jiyong's hand, his eyes remaining on the older male.
"Yeah. We have. And as far as I know, I was your first and the only man to have gone that far." Han Geng grinned a bit sheepishly, his face slightly flushed.
Normally, he wouldn't be this open, but his mind was currently in a state of attempting to try to piece its thoughts back together, and he really wasn't able to think straight.
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Kwon Jiyong Slow he used his palms to bring him up in a sitting position as he looked down and felt his ears slowly burn for a bit as he heard the other. Sweeping his tongue over his bottom lip once more, as his own breathing began to flutter back into normal pace; although with what he asked made him wonder. Wonder and think too much, as his eyes fell on the other.
"I never was able to trust someone to go that far, I must hold unlimited trust on you then. And even now, if it would've happened again - I still trust you, always will." He whispered in a soft breathless tone as he tried to grab his heart to slow down as his pulse was accelerated from their actions.
Pausing, as he went towards Hangeng and looked at the other. "I only want you to be the only one, Hangeng." Jiyong said gently as he leaned down to peck the others lips a bit and allowed his eyes to close before pulling back once more.
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Han Geng Han Geng watched, closing his eyes briefly at the soft peck before opening them once again, staring at Jiyong in wry amusement. "You barely know me, and you barely know yourself, and yet you're saying the same things that the old Jiyong would say." He mused, more to himself than Jiyong, though his voice was loud enough to be heard.
He scanned his sharp facial features, his eyes, his cheekbones, his lips....everything. He loved everything about him. However, there was still that one thing that kept nagging at him, and he wasn't even sure Jiyong had the answer himself. "What happened to you? How did you even lose memory?"
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Kwon Jiyong He shrugged lightly, "My mouth and words move faster than what my brain does. I don't remember much on things, but I can and hold up onto learning what I need to know again." Jiyong spoke as he sat down, beside the other and leaned his head on the others' shoulder while he took a deep breath and searched for words to portray his sentence.
So it wouldn't sound like he was insane, maybe he was - he didn't know much no more.
"I didn't lose my memories, its like I been locked out of my own mind and brain. I don't know what exactly happened but when certain words, or actions occur its hurts to hear them. More like my brain built its own self defense mechanism to protect me from something, and I don't know what." He sighed a bit, "When a student asked me about a woman, my mind went blank; her name I can't even hear it without feeling..." He trailed off before closing his eyes.
"Without feeling a horrible guilt, a horrible pain inside me; like if it killed me."
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Han Geng Han Geng stayed silent, and began thinking about who that woman was. It was most likely Hyori or Kahi - though, he didn't know which one considering the fact that he didn't listen to the recent gossip lately. Han Geng wanted to question him about it, but he didn't think it would be the right time if Jiyong's mind was as jumbled as he made it out to be.
"I'm really sorry that happens to you." It was all he could say at the moment. He glanced down at Jiyong and let out a small sigh. He was always an impatient man, but now he really had to control his patience and somehow make Jiyong come back.
The old Jiyong.
His Jiyong.
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Kwon Jiyong He went quiet for a moment as he closed his eyes and just took a deep breath before allowing his body and mind to see if it could come as one; be on the same page for once. But nothing. "That's why when you came to me, I didn't know you; memories were suppressed and hearing your voice..." Jiyong trailed softly as he rose his fingertips to brush over the others forearm; in a soft pattern.
"Your voice, brought me pain; but it brought me calmness. And for now, you're the only one I feel comfortable around. So I am sorry, I hurt you that day; I am sorry, Hangeng." He whispered, his voice thick with sincerity as he hugged the others arm softly and almost curled himself into Hangeng's side like a child looking for protection.
Maybe he was, but for now he felt better with Hangeng beside him a lot.
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Han Geng He felt that pang in his chest once again as he heard the apology, his eyes softening when Jiyong curled himself against his body. He smiled softly. "It's okay. I can act really stubborn. It's just that you meant a lot to me. You still do, even if you aren't aware of it." Han Geng admitted, leaning back on one hand before tilting his head up to the ceiling as he thought.
"And seeing you not remember me was probably one of the most hurtful things I've ever experienced in my life." Han Geng murmured softly, not meeting his gaze. "And I don't normally talk about how I feel very often so take note." He teased lightly, gently nudging Jiyong with his elbow.
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Kwon Jiyong A soft smile rose upon his lips as he nodded, looking up at Hangeng from his own line of vision and soon he found his arms now wrapping around the others torso a he relaxed completely with the male beside him. Jiyong closed his eyes as he took scent of the male, "That night when you walked away it hurt. And I didn't know why, that's why I wanted to know more. Asking students, they said I preferred you in my classes." He whispered.
Snuggling into the other softly while his thumb played the the fabric of the cotton shirt closing his eyes. "I want to be the Ji you remember, your best friend before. Before all my mind going berserk." His voice light, airy as if he was lulled to sleep or close to it. Finding warmth in Hangeng.
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Han Geng Han Geng could feel his cheeks burning in embarassment as he felt Jiyong lie into into, snuggled into his side. The feel of his arms around his waist made his heart skip a beat, he wasn't going to lie. "I want you to be the Ji I remember too." Han Geng answered truthfully. He just didn't know how to go about it.
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Kwon Jiyong He nodded slowly while he felt his eyelids a bit heavy, maybe it was the heavy energy he used during that one kiss or the few hours of sleep. But he felt his body heavy, almost as if he could rest in peace now knowing he was so close once again. Jiyong felt his voice soft and a bit muffled, but clearly he knew Hangeng could hear him loud and clear. Since the practice room held only them two.
"I want to be... your Ji... again." His voice soft, and slowly falling as the strength of sleep tugged Ji while he held onto the other like a child. Burying his face more in Hangeng's chest as he whispered one more word before nodding off into his own slumber.
"G- Gengie..." And He was out...
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Han Geng Han Geng glanced down, his eyes widening in surprise at the little nickname. His old nickname. He knew Jiyong had said it before when they were in the practice room that moment, but he hadn't really noticed until now. He parted his lips as if to say something, but all of a sudden he felt Jiyong's weight suddenly fully lean against him. He softened his eyes and sighed, realizing that Jiyong had gone into sleep. Protectively, he loosely let an arm loop across his body, pulling him closer to him, letting him use his chest as a bit of a pillow.
Being careful not to disturb him, he leaned back against the wall before letting the back of his head rest, closing his own eyes. Seeing others sleep always made him a bit drowsy, and he decided that since he couldn't move from underneath Jiyong, he could at least get some rest, what with the lack of sleep he had recently. With a soft sigh, he slipped into unconsciousness, finally feeling comfortable when falling asleep.
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Kwon Jiyong -Closed.
Such a beautiful ending ;;
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