Dealing with depression while I was gone here in AFF

Ever since 2014, I have been dealing with depression. With so many problems happened in my life, I can't help but cry in my room in some nights that I ended up sleeping late.

Not to mention that there is a lot of school stuff that we need to pass since I'm already in my upcoming 3rd year in college. I cannot express my true emotions to my family, either because I'm always distant to them and I'm always alone after my classes even though I have my bestfriends with me.

You see, it's really hard for me to deal with stress and depression and I'm having a hard time in updating my three fanfictions while I was gone for 2 years. I don't know if I can survive this but I have to be strong and positive. I do hope that my depression will be gone... 😢😢😢

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sunghyojin
#1
Thank you guys for those wonderful comments, I may still battle with depression but I'm overcoming it :) It's not yet the end of the world for me, because I need to finish my college for my family.
HeyItsBubble
#2
Stay strong, you have to get through this. I'm sure that your readers will understand and won't mind if you don't update. I'm not going to guarantee that it'll be okay, but I'll tell you that you have to believe in yourself. Don't let the depression consume you. I've been through this before, I know how it feels like to have to struggle through some thing like this and not have anyone to talk to. It might not be okay right now, but it won't stay like this forever. Stay strong, I know you can get through this! Fighting!
sleepingprince
#3
Take all the time and space that you need. Dont worry about updating . I think your readers will understand . Right now i think its more important for you to focus on recovering . I hope that somehow you'l manage to feel and get better. You can do it ! Believe in yourself . If you need help dont hesitate to get it from the theraphist , counsellor , social support group, your b.frends and basically from people around.
aazangel
#4
I too got the same problem with u, though I maybe close to my family but still I can't talk all my problem with them which resulted me to cry alone at night, I'am college student to and I cannot agree on u more about how difficult it is,.,


but pls remember that there's no forever, all things must come to end, good or bad, small or big, and just keep in mind that u are not alone even though we might not know each other but I am willing to be friend to you if u want *^_^*
and I will be gladly to accompany or talk to u anytime,.,
be strong and always be positive,,.,