IM NOT THAT INTO HIM AT FIRST
BUT THE SECOND HIS LIP CRACK UP A SMILE
GOD KNOWS HOW I FALL DEEP FOR HIM THAT VERY MOMENT
TO ADD IT UP
HIS VOICE SINGING THAT SONG...
I CANT FORGET IT
I EVEN CAN HEAR IT IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW
I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM
IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME SINCE THEN
I LOVE HIM
YES, I DO AND I REALLY DO KNOW THAT ITS ACTUALLY QUITE IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME
IN FACT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN
HE'S TOO FAR AWAY
TOO FAR TO GRAB LIKE A MOON IN THE NIGHT WHICH U CAN JUST LOOK AT 
BUT BEING UNABLE TO EMBRACE HIM
MY HEART SUNKENED
YES IT DOES
BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I WILL JUST LET IT GO
THIS FEELING
I WILL MAKE IT AS A STRENGTH FOR ME TO GO FORWARD
UNABLE TO HAVE HIM DOESNT MEAN IT IS THE END OF THE WORLD FOR ME
I STILL HAVE TO GO ON
I HAVE A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE TO TAKE CARE OF
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I HAVE A FUTURE I SHOULD REALLY THINK ABOUT
HE WILL BE MY SUPPORT MENTALLY AND I WILL ALWAYS SMILE UPON REMEMBERING HIM
HE'S MY JOHEUN HAETSAL ANYWAY
I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS DO
WATCHING YOU FROM AFAR 
KNOWING THAT YOU ARE DOING VERY WELL IS ENOUGH FOR ME
I WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOUR HEALTH AND WELLBEING 
BE HEALTHY MY DEAR ONE
KNOW THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE GIVING A LOT OF LOVE FOR YOU

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p/s~

I dont even care about the mistakes as I just bluntly type what I'm thinking... so... I'm sorry for that

just wanting to post it somehow and thank you for reading it anyway

I'm actually dont even know why am I writing this

...

give comments if you want to

I'll be glad to read it

^^