I'm super stressed out and anxious and panicking and don't know what to do?

Something bad happened and work, and I've finally reached the point of being so fed up that I really can't bring myself to go back, and the possibility of getting fired is also on the table and I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. If I quit then I risk being unemployed for another two months and going broke again, just like before.

If I don't quit... then I'm emotionally tormenting myself and subjecting myself to this kind of pain every day I have to go in, and I just... don't know what I'm supposed to do. It hurts thinking about it. I'm having non-stop panick attacks, can't breathe, can't do anything and I honestly want to quit so bad.

But, there's also the part of me that will feel so incredibly guilty if I quit... because I have people there that I respect and like and quitting without a word is just... so wrong and I would feel so bad for it... but, I just don't know if I can force myself to go back...

I'm just so...

T.T

I wasn't even able to focus on writing today, because I've been so stressed.

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pinkruffles #1
I don't know what's with this day that you and I were fated to be unlucky. I'm actually crying right now because of the stress I've been trying to suppress the whole day. However, I hope that things will turn out well for you. If you're going to ask me, you should do the decision where your heart and kind will be at ease. Yes, you have people who are important to you back there, but what about your well being? You cannot simply ignore panic attacks, Chey. You know that. :(
sleepingprince #2
I think maybe you should take some time to clam down and reflect on everything again ? try to re-evaluate the situation . It would be helpful for you to ask for opinion and advised from your workmate since they might be able to give a better view on the matter. However after everything and you still feel like quitting than maybe its time for you to start planning for back up plans. Its best if you can secure yourself with a job first before you quit to avoid financial crisis. I think deep down you'l know what you need and want. All you need is some support . Think twice before you finalized your decision and make sure is something that you will not regret. Once your decision is final dont look back. I hope that you'l feel better . All the best to you. Stay strong and know that everything will be okay eventually. Do whats best for yourself
misspiggy- #3
Hi. I'm a fan of yours (lol) but all I can say is God would never give you a problem you can't handle. I hope you'll be fine soon author nim :)
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