Basically in short terms, me and lollllli have finally broken our friendship off, and the good thing is that I feel so much alive and free!!

Just to tell y'all what happen, it all started off in which she started boasting her results in all our friends' faces, she claimed that we were jealous when we were not and the funny thing is that, our mark difference were just 1 mark or 2 marks.

Then the next thing happened, she started randomly calling me stupid for no reason, for example, i ask what is the paper she was holding, and she shouted at me saying that it was exam registration slip STUPID. And it wasn't in the joking tone, it was a serious tone. The weirdest thing was that she kept saying that it was a joke and that she was only sharing her happiness of her good marks, but really, sharing your happiness is once or twice not 100 billion times every single hour and just claiming that i am jealous of you. That is the most stupidest thing to do.

So after thinking so many times, i decided to confront her and tell her to stop it, and instead of saying sorry, she called me a low self esteem who is unworthy to be  her friend and that our common friends should be protected from someone like me when they are the people that agree with me but are too much of a coward to admit it to my friend just because they are too scared of being loners in school!! COWARDS INDEED.

Like literally, she even called me to change my attitude if i wanted to be friends with her again. LIKE WTF???!!! ARE YOU SERIOUSLY MY FRIEND?? OR ARE YOU STUBBORN-HEADED THAT YOU ARE TOO MUCH OF A COWARD TO ADMIT YOUR ING MISTAKES??!! I have sent her message to me to every other friends that i know of and they all agree that she is pushing all the blame to me and saying that our break was due to my sensitive heart. LIKE SERIOUSLY, IF I HAVE A SENSITIVE HEART THEN ACCEPT IT AND DON'T ING ASK ME TO CHANGE YOU , YOU CALL ME TO CHANGE BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU? YOU ARE CURRENTLY AT FAULT NOW BUT YOU ARE NOT THE ONE THAT IS CHANGING, ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS YOU MOTHER ER?

YOU SAY THAT YOU DON'T LIKE PEOPLE MENTIONING ABOUT YOUR RICH FAMILY STATUS BUT EVERY TIME AFTER CHOIR SESSION, I EXPERIENCE AS MUCH PAIN AS YOU, BUT YOU ALWAYS TELL ME YOU ARE TOO LAZY TO STAND IN THE BUS BACK HOME AND WOULD RATHER TAKE A CAB BACK, HELLOOOOOO??? I SUFFER AS MUCH AS YOU, MY HOUSE IS FURTHER AWAY THAN YOURS, BUT I STILL GOTTA STAND IN THE BUS NO MATTER WHAT. AND YET YOU SAY I AM INSULTING YOUR FAMILY, WHAT THE ACTUAL MAN, ARE YOU THAT HURT THAT I STATED A MATTER OF FACT, OR ARE YOU SUCH A ?

ANOTHER THING, YOU SAY YOU DO NOT LIKE OTHERS COMPARING YOUR RESULTS BUT HERE YOU ARE COMPARING OUR RESULTS WITH YOURS AND JUST ACTING THAT YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE HAVE PMS WHILE WE ALL CANNOT, SO ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME THAT YOU BLEED 365 DAYS A YEAR AND THAT WE SHOULD ING UNDERSTAND YOU? NO! I BLEED MORE THAN YOU IN A MONTH, I SUFFER MORE THAN YOU YOU RICH PIECE OF , YOU SAY YOUR PARENTS PUT SO MUCH STRESS ON YOU, BUT WHO IS MORE STRESSED UP, YOUR PARENTS ARE ALREADY BY YOUR FEET WITH YOUR AEGYOS BUT ME? I HAVE TO BEG MY HEART OUT BEFORE I CAN GET SOMETHING I WANT. YOU ALWAYS PROMISE YOUR PARENTS THAT YOU WILL GO WITH THEIR WISHES AS LONG AS THEY LET YOU GO TO A CONCERT OR BUY YOU ALBUMS OVER ALBUMS, BUT IN THE END? ONLY FAILURES, DISAPPOINTMENT TO THEM, AND YOU DON'T EVEN SHOW ANY REMORSE AND STILL DARE TO ASK FOR MORE OF THOSE, YOU SURE ARE THICK SKINNED AND CLEARLY YOU HAVE NO BRAINS AND FEELINGS.

I AM ING SO GLAD I AM NO LONGER FRIENDS WITH LOLLLLLI, BEING WITH YOU WAS SO TOUGH AND YOU KNOW WHAT? CONTINUE TO GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK OF ALL THE BAD THINGS CAUSE IN THE END, I AM JUST GONNA TELL EVEN MORE PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU AND NO ONE WILL LIKE YOU AND IF YOU EVER COME BACK CRAWLING TO ME, BEGGING ME TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN, I WILL JUST LAUGH AND MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IT WAS LIKE FOR ME THEN TO BE IN YOUR CURRENT SHOES, AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOU REGRET IT YOU . GOOD LUCK TRYING TO GET INSIDE JUNIOR COLLEGE AND TRYING TO BE IN UNIVERSITY CAUSE YOUR CURRENT RESULTS ARE JUST NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF PAPER, YOU STILL HAVE 8 MONTHS, ANYTHING CAN CHANGE DURING THAT TIME.

SO LONG ER !

And that is my story, i am sorry not sorry that you have to see this side of me but yeah, life isnt like rainbows and unicorns in my life, people gotta understand that i am equally sensitive and words hurt me so don't think you can escape from my clutches. >:)