Hello,

As you all know, I haven't been very active. 

So it probably comes as no suprise that I am going to retire. I love you all very much and I thank you so much for all of the support that you have given me over the years. What I really don't want is to keep pushing myself to do something that I once loved and wake up one day and realize that I hate it.  The more that I try to write, the less I feel confident in my writing these days. I don't like feeling this way. 

I have gotten so many kind comments, and made so many good friends, some that I talk to daily. (@M&FSJ you two help me to be a better writer and a better person. I love you.)

It has been my honor being a writer in this fandom and I desperately cherish this time we have shared together. I hope that we can continue our friendships established and keep supporting these bright and beautiful artists and this warm fandom. I am still an Exo-L and Chanyeol and Baekhyun are still my most beloved and only shining ship. 

If you ever need me, feel free to contact me on twitter, email or on here. I am always here for you.

Thank you. 

xoxo

Lola

@lolaisajewel (twitter) / [email protected]