Sometimes i wonder how hard does it get for everyone else, my life goes up and down all the time and there has been things going on that have made me feel like, whats the point of even living? I do complain sometimes and let some feelings out. But my few friends always say, you are healthy, you are young, you can get a better life, doomed people and people that can complain are those that have a terminal sickness, or missing a limb without a house or a job or family,  they always remind me that there is people in the world way worse than me, but does my life any less? My pain is nothing because there is people worse than me? My life means nothing because i am healthy?  Maybe i am just tired, but i can't find a way to see any better, to feel any better.