This is an apology to all subscribers about being slow but also an explenation as well as a little bit of a rant. So let me begin.

My best friend since I started school is a sweet sweet guy alright? Well Jessie (Or Drazi he goes by either) doesn't have a good life...like at all. His brothers are delinquents or insane and his parents are complete s who are druggies and cleptomaniacs. It isn't pretty, anyway you add to that that his father is sadistic and they both try to blame the way they are on him and it gets worse for him. Oh yeah and add to it that he's gay and they know this and well he lives in a neglective, verbally abusive, horrible sittuation...or he did. Now where does this concern both me and Alia? I've been trying to convice my mom for years that he needs out of there and he needs help, and when we told her about some of the more recent, and progressively worse mind you, she decided to actually talk to the police officer at school to see if we could help him. We found out that since he was 17 he legally could leave and they can't do a damn thing legally. So he has/is moving in with us, yep my best friend is now my hyung and I adore him and he's starting to get better, he never really speaks....like ever about anything, in fact he only ever speaks verbally to me. So long storry short I have a new brother, the house needs to be rearranged, I'm having to work my off so I can graduate this year, and we are having to replace our dishwasher.

Anyway so not an excuse but....yeah that is why updates are being so slow.

~Love Ari.