Okay, if you're wondering, I've been writing, just doing some last minute research.

but here's the thing...I have a crush And I AM SERIOUSLY HATING IT.

I cried about him for no apparent reason today, and I still can't converse with him longer than a minute. I've liked him since November, and it's gotten to the point where I'm on reddit at 3 am trying to get love advice...im screwed...

I was originally not going to confess cuz i thought it was just a little crush, but a little background-- we're both high school seniors, and i only have 1 semester before we graduate. I was thinking about all the things i should do before graduation, and suddenly, he popped into my head. Ever since I've gotten this idea planted in me, i feel like i have chest pain everyday. Valentine's day is coming soon and all the xoxo couples at my school are NOT HELPING.

Regardless, I'm going to force myself to confess, cuz i feel like i might regret this more than not asking dino for a signature in the elevator. Yes...it's that serious. This dude kills my heart more than Joshua in leather skinnies...I SWEAR I'M LOSING MY MIND.

Well, i guess that's my blog for now. I'm hoping for the best, and I hope anyone else going through something similar that it will go well. Good luck to everyone, and happy Valentine's day. ~♡

If ur wondering, he's the most adorable, dense-as-hell, runs like a terminator, has some of tHE WORST fashion tastes, Lego loving, and hard-working person I've ever met (I'll make an exception for hardworking, cuz seventeen will always be #1 in that category). Oh, and he doesn't hate me >////<