Depressed

I'm so depressed now!!!! I felt burden. I'm depressed with my assignment that I didn't know I can success do it. Now a new problem strike me. I felt useless. Yes useless u can describe me. I've never been soo important to anyone else. Who would think me that way? I'm just some brat who didn't appreciate others. But, did they ever try to understand me? I had endure this pain so long. I've been watching all my mistakes. I know I shouldn't do that thing but who am I? I'm not that perfect. I tried but I can't. I know my mistake but how can I fix it if no one ever understand me. Who would understand me anyway? No one right. If only I could turn time, I wish to do my best and go far away from anyone else and with that I hope I can comeback with someone that even more better than what I am now. Afterall I believe this is all my fault.

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Reign_lulubell07
#1
I believe in you but it doesn't mean that you turn down yourself.. Tell me your problems. Maybe I can help. Don't blame yourself from anything, your not worthless... It's a part of life..
leejhn
#2
Oh gosh, I'm so sorry that you've had to endure this by yourself, everyone is that placed on this earth for a reason and everyone has a purpose for living whether it comes now or later. I love reading your fanfics and your personality is really unique!! I hope you feel better soon really, if you need anyone to talk to, feel free to message me for my ig, because i would really like to become your friend.
LadyLeite
#3
My heart hurts to read this! Please, don't be to harsh to yourself! Yes, i don't know you, but what i know is that everyone has the right to be happy!! You have this! I know the world is very complicated, and i don't know how old are you... I'm 17 and i already passed so many things! I've been to your place once, and i know exactly how it feels!! But HEY! I'm here, consoling you! You can change your life! You are not an prisioner! You can shape your future! Don't let people say things, don't let yourself discouraged! You have your life! So live! Once, i didn't want to live more, i didn't want my life, and yes, i tried... but my mom saved me, and on that day, i decided::: my life is the more important thing i have, so i fight for live! You can found something for fight! Something for live! I want you to remember: life will never be easy. But, you know? You can chage this! Your life can change and you will found your destiny! No one is perfect! No one! So you don't need to be! Fails will ever do part of our lifes, always! but it's up to us to change that! Please, what i ask fo you is that you think better... you breath better.... you live better... You can do this! Anyone can do this! So please, never ever give up! Your life is a precious thing! If have people who doesn't believe in this.. well, so you have to believe this (how i believe)! Stay strong! Go ahead and draw your destiny! Another thing i learned, we never can go back in time, so instead of suffering for the past, smile for your future! Show people around you that you can have a better life! You know... your pain... you can found someone whom you can divide it! If not a lover... well, i'm here! ^^ Please, listen to your heart, he doesn't want to die, i bet on this!I'll always be at your disposal! To hear you and talk to you! So... with one day you needs a friend shoulder.. i'm here!
Stay strong! You can do anything! I believe in you! And please, be healthy!
RisaJindeux #4
Look, I do not know you personally to say the right words. But I can tell you never, never question your worth. No one should question or assert that a useless or a burden. I know that because I've been there myself. I've already felt useless because I've never had exemplary notes or as clever as my cousin's, among other things. I knew I was not bad, but I put a lot of pressure on myself, I kept comparing myself to others, wanting to be someone superior, perfect. Only after a few years did I learn that I am just me; The others will never be like me, and I know that just as I will not be like the others, others will not have any characteristics of mine either. Nobody is perfect.
If you feel useless, do not feel. You are more than just defects, and we all have defects. Did you make mistakes and wanted to go back in time to fix it? Yeah, I also wanted, though, what we have to do is take a deep breath, look back and not make the same mistakes.
Never give up.
sleepingprince
#5
Never question your own self worth . In life everyone make mistake. It's okay if you have learn from it and never repeat it again. People can't understand you because they are not in your shoes they don't feel what you are feeling therefore you need to learn to accept yourself and love yourself even more. Forgive yourself for your past mistake and move on with life. Never give up. Go talk to your trusted friend, family share your burden. Stay strong it gets better .