I stayed in hostel for high school and there is monthly fee. On 2013, I lost my receipt that I need to pay for the fee and I was too afraid to tell my father about (he's the one that pay it) and so the secret had remained a secret for 3 years until this afternoon where he asked me about Nov 2016 fee and I accidently revealed the 2013 fee.

He was so furious. He yelled at me and demand an answer. I answered all the questions honestly and he is still so ing mad.  I cried because he raised his voice and he asked me why I criy, why didn't I tell him earlier and I said I was afraid. He almost hit me on the head with a bunch of wires. He grabbed my head and almost hit me. I almost experience some kind of child abuse or something.

He said that I made things go bad and he want to punch me in the face. I thought my mother is going to support me or calm me down but she was on his side. The funny thing is, he said that I always act like I was good or something. Like, what the ? When did I act like I'm goodie-two-shoes or something. Mom is really on his side and now I hate both of them. She believe that I am goodie-two-shoes or something and she said that I'm a stubborm.

I am a stubborn kid. I have always act like that even at dorm I don't follow the rules. But I am honest. They don't see it like that maybe. Now I am too afraid to go outside of my room because I don't to see them - mom or dad. He did said that he don't want to see my face. I'm hungry right now. I hadn't eaten a single dish this mornind now it's already evening.