Hello guys. It's been so many years since I've last logged in. AFFchanged so much since back then. 

First of all, I would like to apologize for being absent for so long. Not long after I wrote and updated SWA, I got into university and well, life changed so much after that. 

I was busy constantly and sometimes all I wanted to was just sleep - which I did, whenever I had free time. 

Back in those days, I lived through my characters. It was very easy actually. I didn't have to do any work. But after spending years in university, I realized I had so much more to learn. You feel as if you know stuff, but in reality, you really don't. I lived, like really lived for three years, having fun, experiencing heartbreak, dealing with people who is different than you. I did all of that. So thank you for those wishing me well, on many days, I really did live well :)

To those of you who waited for updates, I'm really sorry. I tried once, to write again, but it just doesn't look or feel the same. I don't want to disappoint, so I decided to not continue. 

And I apologize for deleting my stories. Like I said, things changed. And I feel it it only right that I take down those stories. If you have them with you (because I received some translation requests - thank you for wanting to share the stories, really) I request you to please, delete them. 

Last but not least, I've read your messages and comments. I'm surprised at how so many people can relate to my stories and characters, no matter how messed up. I'm touched at your lovely wishes. And I do, sincerely hope that like my characters, you are able to find whatever it is that you're searching for. 

I am now done with university and moving on to another chapter of my life. It's not easy, but the journey continues. 

Sending you lots of love. And for everyone out there, who is struggling too, do not despair, there is still hope. 

Thank you. 

Nini 

otherwise known as, isreal :)