Am I Worthy?

While this is a question that's been floating through my head a lot lately... For this blog it really only pertains to one thing.... Earlier this month I entered a contest to meet G Dragon. On top of only getting the minimal amount of entries to this contest, I have horrible luck in that I never win anything. Also, I'm trying to get a job, and I have an interview tomorrow, which if everything goes well will mean I'll have a new job by the time the winner gets announced. But the purpose of this is just a wishful thinking / what if scenario... IF I /did/ win... I don't know what to do... I mean, I'd LOVE to meet him. I think he's really cool, and I like his music. But if I'm honest, I don't really know much about him. From the time I got into K-Pop, I've spent most of my time following SHINee. I've branched out a bit... But I don't feel like I should get to meet G Dragon, even if I were to win. Most of his music that I know of is within the 2014-2015 time period. I don't really know that much about who he is, and with Big Bang, I still get Daesung and Seungri mixed up a bit, just because I haven't made the time to learn. And because of this, I'd feel like a fraud if I were to actually go to meet him. Still, it's a great opportunity, because I think I'd like to try my hand at auditioning for a company out there... I used to want to join SM, but due to certain things happening recently in my personal life I don't think I could anymore. And so I'd like to ask G Dragon about his experience in music, and what kind of direction I should go, or what advice he'd have... Sorry for rambling

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MissMinew
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Like KimJongKeyShipper said; don't overthink it.
If it is the Omaze charity donation thing - remember that there are two tickets. I joined that contest too, but I, too, am a Shawol and I don't listen to much of Big Bang's music, although I do listen to some of it. But I have a friend who's a huge fan of G-Dragon and Big Bang and I entered the contest to give the experience to her.
You have a reason to meet him as well as anybody else if you win this contest - because you want to talk about his experience within the music business and what advice he'd have. That's also a reason.
You don't have to be his biggest fan to get an opportunity and you don't have to feel like a fraud either because you aren't. You entered this contest just like everybody else.

And if you win, you can always bring along someone who /is/ a fan of Big Bang or G-dragon and give them the experience of a lifetime - and still have this calm conversation.

Don't think too much. ^-^

(I think personally, it would be much more enjoyable for all parts if it isn't a huge fan that wins the contest.)