I don't know why I'm writing this blog, but I just am. I have this heavy weight on my chest and thought that I shouldn't keep this inside for too long. Lately I feel so useless, so unneeded, so unloved. It feels like I was made to be here in this world, to just fill up the space. It feels like everyone is a star to their own movie and I'm here as an extra, a passerby, a nobody. I feel like those unnecessary sentences you write in essays to reach the minimun amount of words required. I feel like I'm with my social group just to react and never be the one to talk. Even in my studies I'm a failure. I do my best, even losing sleep but I still end up with ty grades. I don't know how to be happy anymore...