So hey guys....

I AM HAVING PROBLEMS! So this guy I have known and been friends for like five years (family friends best friend) and well in a space of a year he has BLOWN UP! Like guys I don't think you have understand, from his body to his voice to his jaw...guys you can cut your finger on it!

Now some of you are like, 'oh she likes him for his looks' NO! WAY NO!

When we were young(I'm 19 now) we always got along very well and he would always sit next to me and since moving away for collage (Which is 17 hours away from our hometown) we got a lot closer over the year cause we spoke and skyped a lot. I returned back in november for summer vacation and for the past month and a half we had seen each other so much! I have never thought of him in a romantic way but one evening we had dinner at a friends and went for a walk. My driver arrived to take me home and I hugged and said bye, but as I was walking to the car he pulled me in and kissed me...like for a long time! We pulled apart and looked at each other and he sweetly said 'Goodnight, sleep tight sweetheart' He thne kissed my cheek and I was frozen in shock....

A week or so later he was at my cousin's house (I wasn't there) and he told her he thinks he is in love with me.... my cousin told me and I sort of confronted him about it, cause surley you should confess to me? He calls my parents aunt and uncle, he even called my sister aunty but she said that's so formal since he is like part of the family.... He calls my grandmother, granny and they adore him as well. He brought my mother flowers the other day :/  There is a few complication's regarding dating due to long distance etc but he always hold my hands, puts his arm around me and I THINK I AM FALLING IN LOVE! 

PS and we might all have a movie evening at my house so that means sleeping over!

WHAT DO I DO!!! PLEASE HELP!