I turned 19 on the 20th. I didn't expect anything on that  day. I'm old now so I shouldn't expect anything. But like seriously my mom forgot and didn't get the day off. I stayed in the house with my little sis(who probably only chose to stay so she wouldn't have to go to school) I did nothing. Later I went to McDonald's to help my sister drop off a job application. We had a super creepy uber who we thought was a . Only six people said happy birthday to me on fb. I got the balls to text my long time crush a confession the day before and he never answered. My mom said she bought me shoes which would come by Friday so today. They were the wrong color and size. She got them on sale with her stupid boyfriend I hate. Like I'm way more mature than to care for this. But wow the little things shows who cares. I wasn't proud of my existence before but damn now I'm really not. Wow . I wish I could've been at college on that day or away