Your Melody
So this is a song I wrote recently, and I don't know why I'm posting here but uhh I think some of you fangirls will be able to relate (if you're emo like me)... basically it's my emotions about a certain boy (*cough* byun baekhyun *cough*) so umnnn yep :))
-And I- I don't know if this is real
maybe that smile you smile isn't how you feel,
I can't see your real smile, but even so
I can't seem to mind
It's, it's real enough for me,
you're my everything~
And I,
I might be
someone who you can't see
I might-
blend into the crowd, screaming~
I'm screaming your name,
crying your name,
hopping you'll see me,
But I'm like the rest of them, and,
hope is for the innocent
I've been in this game too long
my, my hope is gone~
And, others, others others,
others tell me to move on
but I cant, find it in myself to write another song~
I'm still-
infatuated by the harmony that is you~
You're my everything, I'll give you all of me,
But I'm-
still in the crowd
still in the crowd
You don't see me, woah
I still can't,
see your real smile-
we won't see each other for a while
I wanna be your, melody, melody
let's sing, la da do, la da di
and I wanna, fit with you, like
a harmony and melody or
two people with the heart of one;
two parts of a song,
I want to belong-
but I'm still...
looking in from the outside
I'm stuck behind this window-
I see, another girl, someone who's part of your world,
she's your,
first melody, melody~
and I wished that could've been me~
but I, look around
there's also others looking in, now
I'm not the only one
trapped by this song
People say to
move on, move on
they say it's easy, but they're wrong~
How can I move on from my everything...
I'll give you my all,
You don't have to think about being replaced,
these lyrics from life I can't erase
Don't worry,
no one else can have you beat,
and this song will never b complete
It's my love to you~
I don't think I'll ever git sick of this tune~
-Even if,
you don't look out,
Even if, I'm- another girl in the crowd
Even if,
there's someone else
I can't get out of this spell
This song's to you, byun
You're a special tune~
And you-
you've always been my harmony
but, maybe I'm not your melody
It's okay-
even when my heart breaks,
some things are worth the heart ache.
I'll be foolish and keep you on a throne
I'll be stupid and make you my everything...
I'll be selfish and,
never let you go.
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