I'm not gonna beat around the bush, I hate my mom. 

Today is my first year with my boyfriend. I was up at 1am because I sometimes have trouble sleeping. I wasn't even talking, my boyfriend and I were video calling one another and we both had to be quite so we were texting. 

My mom comes in because my lamp's on. I slept all night on Saturday, WITH my bedroom light on. She also demanded my phone and that I should sleep. I was up until 3. 

She had to get up at Five am, I understand that that is early but I'm your only child left at home, and I've been going on about my first year for like two months. She bought home a new ing puppy (I like him...) But she expects me to run home and look after the thing. 

Her shifts are change and she was yelling at my brother because his girlfriend wouldn't let the baby out of her sight.

I'm under too much stress at school and my home life isn't any better. The only person who helps (other than you guys who give me hope) is my boyfriend. He listens to me, gives me the attention I don't get at home. I see him at school for 1 hour and like 10 minutes.

I just wanted someone to keep me company whilst I tried to fall asleep. Now it's all, "When you get in, put your phone on the table, Do your jobs then at 9pm, The phone is back on the table." Here's the problem with this, I have other friends who need my attention.

One of my friends is actually depressed, She needs my support when she can get it. And if she texts me at like 11pm... I wont be able to help... And I want to.

So Basically, my mom's a and I hate her.