Its been a while hasn't it?

Its been a really long time since I've ever written on this. 

A lot has changed since I've  been on this and I even left you guys without even an understanding of what happened to me

A lot has happened during that time and I can gladly say, I got better. 

Much better. 

but even though I've done good for myself, I sorry to say, I dont think I can ever go back to writing again.

But I miss it so bad.

I have so many story ideas that I wanted to do and write but so far nothing has come out of me. 

If it happens then you'll see the post but if not, don't even bother waiting.

This place has changed along with the fandoms and the writers with them.

So many shinee writers are now gone for there own reasons but I am for sure not one of them.

Because even though I don't write anymore, I have still been reading many of your stories.

I miss you guys and my stories but I dont know how to come back to this place again. 

When I first started this place I want to be truthful in my stories because most of them were my own experiences but I dont have the will to continue that.

Theres a few that I had good ideas and a few that I wanted to finish and honestly I really do want to try for them again. 

I'm going to really try for that sake but like I said I make no promises. 

There's a reader I want to give a shout out to because their comment was one of the many I got that I could never forget.

I want to tell you thank you.

for understanding me from my stories and my experience that I was facing at the time.

your comment was one of the things I held on to during that time and helpped me get better for myself.  

it really means a lot along with the other great readers and commenters I had.

thank you for your comments and for loving the craft I once loved to do.

I hope you're all doing well from your own lives

-J.