I feel like I'm drowning... (2NE1 DISBANDMENT)

I thank YG for officially ing 2016 up. Thank you for pretending to care when in fact you were planning this whole behind our back. Thank you.. geez.. just thank you for ing up so badly.

Oh God. I'm still in denial. My head hasn't still grasp the reality of this. And I'm still living in my little bubble where 2ne1 is still together and that there's still a chance of them coming back with an awesome album.

YG and I mean it. He ruined everything. He is the main reason why this happened. He neglected both winner and 2ne1. He threw them in the back-burner to rot. I know that I'm probably in no position to throw shades at YG because I'm literally clueless of the truth. But I'm trully convinced that he's the reason why all of these has happened. And please.. people should stop blaming CL, Dara Bom or even Minzy. Sure all of this started when Bom was caught in a drug-scandal in 2014 but if only YG had handled the whole situation correctly and didn't chose to stay quiet then 2ne1 would probably still be together. Argg.. I'm so angry right now. Sure.. In my heart, I knew that this was coming. I mean, come on.. they are bound to disband in the future but.. what saddens me the most and what I literally didn't anticipated was them disbanding this early. It's such a waste to see my favorite group disband. The group that introduced kpop to me... it's such a shame. Such a waste of talent.

I love 2ne1. They changed my life... literally. They taught me a lot of things and they have became a huge part of my life. I'm.. gosh.. I'm literally speechless right now. I don't know what to say.. I'm just so sad. I'm literally crying right now. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to react. The only thing I know is that I'm sad and very angry. But.. I guess.. I just.. I just want to thank them.. I want to thank them for sharing their music and giving me the chance to be a part of their fandom. I want to thank them for changing my life and for making it more meaningful. I'm.. oh god.. I'm crying again.. I guess.. I just.. Oh god. Let's just continue to show our love and support for our girls, fellow blackjack. We might be in constant war but I just want us to unite and show our support for our girls. Let's do this for them..

To every blackjack out there. We had a great run 7 years with our Queens.. it's not bad. We went through a lot together.. some bad but most of the time.. we had some good moments as well. I guess.. what I'm saying is.. despite 2ne1 disbanding.. let's still carry our fandom and never forget that part of our life. Let's engrave it in our hearts and keep it dearly and treasure it forever. I love you guys.. let's all meet again and celebrate.. hopefully.. it will be 2ne1's reunion..

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gwenniep
#1
I just finished watching their last MAMA performance as OT4 and I was close to crying. I think I've shed a lot of tears for them already. And reading Dara's letter and CL's letter makes me tear up more. I already miss them. I was waiting for their comeback. I don't know why YG let this happen.
VeryImportantPotato
#2
let's all cry in despair :'((((
mugirl9182 #3
Totally agreed with you....such a waste a very talented best girl group ever in kpop history disbanded like that...im really looking forward for their comeback...But then this news came out...im devastated......
cecepark
#4
Heavy Sigh...