here in aff "world' - aside Changrick - i read a lot bunch of kaisoo's fics

so ive been stumbled into a few fics which the writer suggested to read or they wrote tribute to a fandom classic called Anterograde Tomorrow.

the comments and reviews about Anterograde Tomorrow intrigued a tear jerker trash like me to read it.

it took me months trying to find it because the fic is in LJ - i created an account but encountered error to view the story. i made a few accounts more but to no avail. so , i gave up. i thought its okay if i didnt get to read one of highly recommended fandom classic.

until today, when i read a tumblr note about Anterograde Tomorrow (they included few quotes from the story) and i hellbent decided to read it no matter what.

so i did one thing that i didnt do months ago - i googled it. ( at this i questioned my stupidity) and found pdf copy of the story, in which i deeply feel grateful to the one who upload *cries*

long story short;

YOU GUYS SHOULD READ ANTEROGRADE TOMORROW!!!

bcs i was reading it while pretending to work, in front of my work desktop with tears running on my face in an office cramped with 70 over workmates.

i couldnt hold myself and cried.

every words in Anterograde Tomorrow  cut deep into your heart and shattering it to pieces. it just painful. 

tbvh, after i finished it - i cant breath. i really feel suffocated and felt like something pressed down my ribcage, and my lungs cant function. its true. i even went to washroom and locked myself in one of the stall for almost half an hour, just to calm myself down.

its crazy how a story with 23115 words count can make you felt like that.

i had to write this. i cant just stay still after reading such a beautifully written story full with emotions.

i recommended you guys to please read it.

even if youre not kaisoo shipper or dont even know who they are. bcs i am not either. but one great story deserved to be share and indulge by more ppl.

and lastly, if youre are homophobic person, then stay away.

p/s: let me know if you are not crying after read it.