Disappointment

Have you ever experience wanting to grab something? Desperately want to get it. Well it happens to me. I was trying so hard. I was giving all the things that I can but I still failed. Im such a failure that you could ever see. All that I've ever done was to disappoint my mom, I dont know what to do! Im trying my utmost to get it. I was so envious of the other because they can do it without struggle while me doing all the struggles. Life is unfair and I don't stand a chance to fight with it. I want to cry my heart out.

Every after rain there's always a rainbow. After being getting beaten you need to stand up. Yes life beat me so hard. I put up a fight with! Fight that I never won and I will never won but I will surely make a comeback! Comeback is real as what the players said! I will make a comeback and this time I will put a good fight with life! Im going to show the out of me.

Different person and a different one but way better and there's a long way to go to slap the reality that I rule my destiny not him who will rules what shall I do!

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sleepingprince #1 Oct 17, 2016 10:52:32

Never give up. Believe in yourself and believe more in your dreams . Keep fighting nothing is impossible. I hope things get better for you. Always think positive and have faith. Love yourself and enjoy the journey . There's always something to learn each time to better yourself . You can do it.

SpartAce_shipper13 #2 Oct 17, 2016 06:00:27

This was exactly how I feel earlier in my teen years. But dear,you should know that all of us are struggling. People may seem that they are contented with their lives and effortlessly achieve something, but we all struggle. Those successful people actually have experienced the state you are in. The state of despair; feeling hopeless and helpless. We all go through this.

You're allowed to do anything. Cry, and scream your heart out. No one will blame you for what you're feeling. If they do, well, them. Who cares? You live your own life. And yes, after years of observing myself and people around me, I agree that life is unfair. But one thing that I realize is that life (or God) gives you what you need, not what you want, at the right time. You might not know it, but you'll get what you really need in your life someday.

Yes! I like the spirit! You go, babe! Stand up straight and face the world even if you're shoved down or life throws at you. Just go. Like the quotes I always hold on to; "If you feel like you’re going to crash then accelerate more" and "If you can’t return, go straight through your mistakes and forget them all".

(those are bts' suga's quotes in their song nevermind lol. i really love the song, sorry XD)
p/s: you can talk to me if you need someone. you can find me on tumblr chokokonhanbin. i'm not really active here