[Long post ahead, read at your own risk]

I only come to aff to see fanfic updates but since I only read three fanfics atm I just check every morning since it's the perfect time to check up on fics (I'm from Germany, for those who don't know)

And if you haven't noticed, I haven't done posters since June/Juli because I simply don't find the time and I'm not even in the mood

I'm also not answering people on twitter or anywhere else, I'm not in the mood, I did loviet's poster for her new story because this is also something personal and I love doing it for her amazing stories

Since summer break I'm doing a lot with my new clique I'm kind of a real part of as they acknowledge me as a part of them, and there are three girls I literally hang out almost EVERY DAY and when we do it we do something from like 7pm until 4am (we always go to the next big town where the best hookah bar is at, usually eating pizza before and then well, go to this lounge/bar)

I'm writing on my own fics a little, but I usually write like a few sentences up to half a page then abandon it for a long time, I only turn on my laptop to search for references to draw (for those who don't know, I'm participating in the drawing challenge inktober) and since Ladies' Code comeback came around the corner I need to draw this as well

Boy, talking about comebacks, I wasn't anticipating GOT7's comeback as much as I thought I would (and honestly, what is Hard Carry even? This sounds like mainstream kpop), and it didn't even surprise me how much I didn't like it, I like like 3 songs from the whole album meanwhile JESUS CHRIST, BANGTAN BOYS' AND LADIES' CODE'S COMEBACK HAD ME FROM THE FIRST NOTE I HEARD

Very happy about everything, I think I have a new best friend, we talk 25/8, I love her so much, we are literally the same person, we like the same things, we talk the same, we're both as weird and honestly, the only thing different between us is that she is in love with horror movies, we even both have problems with our best friends as they don't acknowledge our existence and we're both dying for DC, Marvel, Disney and space/universe stuff

But because we talk the WHOLE TIME (guys, I mean it, next week my final final FINAL exams for school will start and guess what es I haven't done ) my mom is very angry with me and I'm having a hard time with my whole family as they don't care about me but still manage to me up with my weaknesses thanks.

I'm feeling a little worn out from time to time but people like, let's call them M, J and Y are they for me and they're making my day by understanding me and actually asking me almost every day to hang out, I already wrote a blog about that, I feel happy and good being with those people

I made this post to just let out why I'm not here, I am actually more interested sitting at home with my new best friends and talk or sit in a restaurant or bar or just a long drive with a car, I want to not concentrate on anything (this is a bad thing tho, I don't even find time to study sooooooo)

Sorry for the long post, hope you all understand! Until next time!

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