lmao y'all i didn't even realise that i havent been updating but tbh nothings really happening between me n beanstalk lol

I mean the other day when i was walking to class he put his arm around me and asked what class i had, but a lot of boys do that to me so it didnt really affect me.

As I said when i first started writing these awkward updates (xD) I'm pretty sure that it was just a passing crush or some sort of infatuation with him. But truthfully, idk if i like him or not because i just dont want to go out with anyone at all so i cant tell if i really dont like him or if i want myself to not like him, ya know :/ you're probably confused lol

BUt an exciting thing that happened today is i saw him shirtless bc we had gym for 2 hoursss lel *insert y face here*