ok, first of all. if you still don't know by now, i did post up a sekaiyeol () oneshot called Competitive Play! it'll be completed tomorrow, so check it out~ ^^

anyway. so i was talking to a friend of mine just now and it got me thinking about smthn... also, i got asked on ask.fm before, "who do you like better in Fatalis Dilemma, Kai or Jongin?"

and it kinda got me curious about smthn...

i said this in a previous blog post before, but even tho sehun is my ultimate bias (if you still don't know this, i'm sideeyeing you real hard tbh ಠ_ಠ), usually my fave character in my fics isn't him, but jongin instead. take LD/K/R, kai is my absolute fave there. i LOVE writing him, it fills me up with joy whenever i think of what crazy things he's gonna do next lol. and jongin from NRSB is my #1 fave character from ALL my fics! the jongin in there is pretty much my ideal type and what i hope my future husband will be like hahaha.

but then, like. isn't that weird? i love sehun, but truly, i don't enjoy writing him as much as jongin o__o even in FD, sehun isn't my fave (one of the twins is. guess who i like better in FD, kai or jongin? :P). sehun in Wicked Lessons is my fave sehun out of all the sehuns i've written, but even then, i love the devious jongin there, too, so idk if i even like sehun better than jongin in that story either xD

it's not just writing fics. reading, too. sometimes i'd get annoyed by sehun in a fic i'm reading haha. idk, i just thought it's strange. so that's why i wanted to discuss about: do you guys, whether you read or write fics, find yourself liking a character in the fic that is NOT your bias? like you like that character better than your bias's character. is that a weird thing to do? am i weird for 99.999% liking the jongin/kai i write better than sehun in my fics? xD

ok, but srsly tho. for those who read FD: guess who is my fave character there, kai or jongin? :P