Idk What To Name This Tbh

Love. It's the feeling your mother gets when she holds you in her arms. The feeling your father gets when he looks at your mother. It's what everyone feels when they see how happy you are with home life. It's how you feel, getting dropped off your first day of school, when you mutter the word to your mother.It's the feeling you can't describe when you see someone who makes your heart flutter cos you think they're cute. It's probably the feeling you get when you hug your grandmother. 

It's how you feel when you get older and see them. The one who has your speech fumbling. It's what you feel when that person is considered your best friend. It's the feeling that climbs from your heart to your brain then back through your whole body all the way to your tippy toes. It's when you feel your cheeks turn the color of crimson, just from looking at them. It's the words that fumble from your mouth as you confess to them.

It's what you feel when you ask them to go to the dances with you. It's the feeling when you see no one but them. What you feel when you see their face of happiness when they see your gifts of affection. It's the feeling in the room after you two have connected, the feeling anyone could feel if they were to come in right now. It's the words you mutter as you get on one knee, the words you say when you two are sealed. It' what happens when you dance around the house not caring if you two look stupid. It's the feeling that erupts in your body every time you two touch lips. It's the feeling of knowing no one else has the one you need most. 

It's the feeling you have whenever you look at her, whenever you see her smile, whenever you hear her talk or laugh. It's how you feel when you look at her. It's love.

Hate. It's the feeling when you catch her with someone else. When you see nothing but the color of blood as you see her loving someone more than you. It's the feeling you have when you yell at the both of them. It's how you feel when you see her looking happier with him. 

It's the feeling you still have when you tell her to leave. The feeling that makes the butterflies and good memories leave your mind and heart. It's the feeling that erupts when she argues back. It's the feeling that you have as you watch the two of them leave together. It's the feeling you get when you see her happy, when you see her better off with someone else. it's the ugly terrible feeling, and it's hate.

Sorrow, regret, sadness. It's what you feel after many weeks thinking about it. It's the feeling that makes you cry every single day when everything reminds you of her. It's the feeling that makes you despise every aspect of life. It's the feeling when she calls you asking to officially be seperated. the feeling that haunts you every night during your sleep. the feeling that makes you lose your appetite.

It's what makes your heart ache after you get the letter in the mail asking for her things. The feeling when you see it all packed up and ready to go. It's the feeling you get when you see her look at you with sad eyes. The feeling when you feel like breaking down in front of her.

Adreneline. It's what you feel as you rush towards her. The feeling when you look into her eyes and see the sadness behind them. THe feeling that has you remembering all the good memories, all the buterflies coming back. 

It's what makes you pull her to you, it's what has you pressing your lips against hers. It's the feeling that gets stringer as she returns the kiss.It's the feeling you have when you take her inside and have her to yourself again.

Revenge. It's the feeling you have when you leave her, high and dry. The feeling you have when you see ehr about to weep. The feeling that puts a smirk on your face as you finally show her how it felt to be hurt. It's the feeling that has you over her, and glas she's gone.

Happiness. It's the feeling when you finally meet someone worth your time. Someone you want, someone who wants you back. It's the feeling you get when you grow closer with that person and finally you stay with them. It's the feeling after you say "I love you" It's the feeling you have on your final breath, as your thgouhts are about the someone who made your life better.

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