I'm sorry to hear that. I think we are being brought up in a way that its not okay to fail which is wrong. Failing dosent mean that its the end of everything. Give yourself all the chances that you need. You can always try again. Believe in yourself and believe more in your dreams. I hope things get better for you. Think positive and know that you can do it.

That's sad, yes. But that doesn't mean life ends there. I have batchmates who didnt make it to board exams too but they were able to persevere. And i know you can do it, i passed but i dont want my chosen field either but i made a choice to get on with my life. Point is life moves on. You can try again, when the time feels right for you :)

hello! Just remember, "Life is not a race."
You can always try again. :)

I can't say that I know how you feel, but try to avoid doubting your abilities. You might have failed that exam, but is it a one-time-take only? No, right? You can try again. And I'm sure you'll try your hardest next time you take it, abd you will make it.

Regarding not wanting a profession under your field, maybe it is too early to say? You will not know how it is by just reading the context of ones job, you have to be really there. You have to experience it.

I suggest you do your bestest in the exam again then look for a job, then have a feel to it. If it's not really your calling, then find something else to satisfy you. At least if ever you want to go back, you can as you are already a board passer.

Good luck!

P.S. I'm not working in my field right now, but I really regret it.