i just noticed my last 3 blog posts had been pretty... negative :c like, i'm usually not so... rant-y? i don't talk all that much, esp about negative things on aff. i'm feeling better now, so let's talk about other things, like fics~ we all love fics, right? that's why we're on aff after all xD

do you notice your preferences changing the more you do something? like, whether or not you're a reader or writer, the more you read/write a fic, the more what you like, change?

take me, for example. in a blog long ago (jan 2016, holy crap), i said i didn't like love triangles. that i didn't like sehun or jongin liking someone else in my fic. and the fics i wrote up til that point proved that.

buuut. if you've been reading any of my new fics (Chasing the Elusive being a clear example, but Fatalis Dilemma counts too since they're twins), you'll see that's just not true anymore. i enjoy writing love triangles now (love square, actually /whispers spoiler). i think it creates more drama and angst.

or maybe i've just grown even more obssessed with angst and pain and tears and making my bias suffer even worse lol 😂

do you guys, as my readers, enjoy this change? or do you want a "simpler" fic? :o

also poll bcuz i can :P

they're pretty much my 2 most popular fics atm, and i'm curious to see which one people like more :D

what else... oh! you know that slave au i mentioned before? i still want to write it >__> i wanna write rough, ruthless Master Kai bwahahaha someone stop me plz a;lfjdal i think it's bcuz i haven't written lately... none of the fics i updated recently had any scenes except for Wicked Lessons, so my hands and brain are itching to write some hahaha /hides behind a rock >.<

would you guys want the slave au fic? would you want to read me putting sehun thru more angst and drama?? lolol i'm sorry sehun i love you and love hurts so that's why i (let kai) hurt you in my stories 😂😂