regarding the state of my locked fics

 

ok. so.

if you followed me on twitter you'd already know this, but last night my city had a power outage aka blackout which rendered my house completely in darkness for 2 hours. that was stressful. then i finally got online afterward to see this really rude message from a certain someone (that i've blocked by now, yes), but by then i was already angry and tired and sleepy which prompted my pretty furious blog post yesterday + me locking a majority of my fics.

 

after reading thru so many supportive messages here, ask.fm, and twitter, AND having a good night's sleep (this is important!! when you're incoherent you don't think straight orz), i was able to calm down more. so i've decided to unlock all my ongoing fics since, ya know, it's still continuing. so i shouldn't private it. but i will keep my completed fics locked. if anyone wants to read Love Dealer, y'all better do it now bcuz i'm going to lock it as soon as i'm able to (i asked someone to do smthn for me so i can't lock it yet).

 

there were like... 80 comments in that blog? i was able to reply to like 20 of y'all before my brain fizzled out lmao (and that's not to mention my bazillion private messages lmao i am TERRIBLE at checking my inbox why you guys do this to me T.T). i will try to reply to the rest later, but pls wait until then! thank you for all the supportive messages tho! ♥

 

oh, and guess what? this is MY blog and MY account and i can for sure post whatever the i want on it. so if you don't like to read it, you can simply NOT CLICK ON MY BLOG POST. or unfriend me. or even block me lmao i don't care. don't come complaining to me how you're sick of reading my blog posts when YOU'RE the one who chose to read it. i'm not holding a gun to your head forcing you to read anything, mnnkay? ^__^ (this is in response to a comment made earlier and to any of you who hate my blog posts. just don't read it if you hate it so much yo.)

 

anyway, so that's that. i hope it's better news for you guys that i've unlocked Sugar Rush, Wicked Lessons, and Knocking on Heaven's Door. and ofc the rest of my ongoing fics will stay unlocked. LR update should be coming in a few hours after i finished editing the chapter, and CTE and FD updates should be up this weekend? so yay! ^^

 

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xiu_mine
#1
I remember the day I subbed to Destinare. Clueless me, I didn't take the chance to read it soon and now it's locked. And so was NRSB. I love omegaverse and wolfau in general and it makes me sad that I can no longer read your fics. (I honestly am thinking hard about approaching you to get me invited but I think I haven't earned that yet so yeah, I'm just sorry for myself). I guess I'll just read the others when I still have the chance. I'm grateful for your generosity.
ikabelle #2
Just unlocked every story you had wrote... Your story is a healing for me... It took me out from my stressful world.. So please dont mind the haters because whatever we do, those haters gonna hate... Simply because you are good in writing. seriously Psyosh, you are one of many writers that made me stay reading in asianfanfics... so please, just ignore them. I only hope the best from you. Have a good health.. dont be stress with those hateful rude comment aka person... they just needed attention because they dont get it in real life.... Hwaiting author-nim... Love you stories and thats why I love you!!!! ^_^
19sALeM92
#3
it's ok... i'll just wait then...
DelitescentKismet
#4
Keep doing you author-nim. You will always have your support from your readers here!!!!
pam2391
#5
Sad but this are your stories... don't mind stupid people and enjoy who apreciate you(Hope One day you change your mind i couldn't finish Reading all your stories T_T i have love dealer in my to read list but since i have to study,exam next week, i can't read impegnative stories right now... Because then i only read and don't study >_< )
fyrzadanish #6
thank u dear for unlocking the fics... i'll be missing ur cmplete fic though..gonna make sometimes to re read LD again..
decessus
#7
i got stressed when i saw 'destinare' was locked. i got depressed. but now after reading this i'm like - yeah, they're her stories, her work, this is her profile it's just her life so what ing right to i have on getting mad at her? none. so yeah, the haters and rock your life, bun.
feng_hua
#8
I will help you block them... Lol, your haters.
Haters should be gone. Really.
And thank you for unlocking your others story. And i don't know what should I do or comment again.
Thank you so muchhh flr the hard work you have done.
Wookachu8 #9
I am amazed at people who criticize anything on AFF. Blogs are one's personal thoughts and you are allowed to express your feelings. Responses that are negative serve what purpose, exactly? None. As to criticizing a story, unless the author asked don't do it!! These are fan fictions not Pulitzer nominees. If you don't like, don't read. Thank you for unlocking and allowing those of us who enjoy your works to again have access.
baekyeol555 #10
OMG THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! U HAVE REALLY MADE MY DAY BY UNLOCKING YOUR FICS...YOU ROCK GIRL!!!<3 <3 also can I say I don't at all mind reading your FICS somehow I can relate. I'm happy you're felling better now^^
Don't let the hates bring do down they're either attention seekers or jealous.
Jhellnah
#11
I'm glad you were able to think things through. I'm still annoyed people are still hating on you but the positive outweigh the negative!!
Haerin55 #12
It actually really angers me that you get hate from other people. You're such a great author, plus you're a really sweet person too.Like you've done nothing wrong. Why people are so bitter these days omfg?
Itsme_Al
#13
Continuation of my previous comment lol XD
I'm also anticipating you're FD update! Where am I going with all this? XD The thing is you are a fantabulous author here on aff and you're one of the few people here whom I appreciate and fallen in love with the style of writing. I just.. I'd cry if you leave but I understand *holding back tears* :'( But if you do please tell us all beforehand so that I could ready myself to not cry (
but cries anyway) I'll miss you loads so don't leave me yet :( I hope those haters would just please back off. Can't they see a person being happy or enjoying something for once? Well I hope they grt the message that they are unwanted here. No one cares abt the hate/negativity they're spreading abt. No one likes them in the first place either. They are petty! *narrows eyes and stares at event* I hope you get my points and I'm sorry if what I said are contradictory >< I just loveee youuu!! <3 <3 <3
HnxEXO
#14
Fiuhh I'm glad you're a bit chill down now ~ you're right the best medicine to get over everything and to stright your head is with sleeping xD
And I haven't checked out with all your fics but it seems you've locked all of your ficz before but then just unlocked the ongoing fics ~ thaks a lot for that ~ idk what should I do if you decided to just locked all of your fics that would make me sad TT
And about the finished fics that you locked , do you will open ir again someday ? Like before you locked NRSB but then you opened it again, so I hope you'll open the fics in future ~ and yeayy for the upcoming updates from LR,CTE, and FD ~ :D
But you didn't talk about the bonus chap of NRSB, so it means you don't update about that ~ huhh I really want to read that, tho :( but well it's your stories just do whatever you comfortable with ~ :)
Have a nice day
Itsme_Al
#15
I really really love your writings! All of them! Each one is a gem, they are different from one another and to me that's what maked you an admirable author! The fact that you can handle different genres, writing all those kinds of fics in like one time. I mean like you still update all of them without getting ouy of track! Your story line follows so smoothly and the cliffhangers you do always gets me! Like when will pcyosh next update be? I never force you to update faster tbh I always appreciate all of your hard work on all your stories. I know you have a life outside writing as an aff author, in fact majority of us do. It's not like you could make a living out of it right? Well unless you publish them into books and they become best sellers or something ( I'd recommend the LD series if you do and NRSB bc that fic has a special place in my heart :')) The thing is I'm always impressed with your stories. The cliffhangers, plot twists and how you develop a character's behaviour. It always just manages to amaze me! That's why when I read your last blog post I just suddenly got down you know? If you're sad, I'm sad too or if you're angry, I'd be too. It made me even not to know what to comment. It's like I had enough with all those hates you get when you didn't even harm them or anything! I just felt like sitting in a cold corner, rocking back and forth :( That's why I am glad for this blog post. I feel happy that you're doing well now, feeling a little bit better than before <3 <3 I hope you rest well, author-nim! You don't have to exert yourself to update. Everything is in your hands. If you can't update then don't. No one will force you too :) Except for haters or pushy readers. Right now I'm very much interested in your Wicked Lessons and Knocking on Heaven's Door story! The ones I'm interested at are clearly stark contrast with each other lol.