Hey everyone!

I have now officially come back to AFF after a long time of just being a lazy and staying on the site reading other stories and like. I have finally gotten annoyed at my lack of updates and always looking at the new subscribers I have been given who are waiting for all my stories to be updated, though there are lots of you here  who read my works, I feel like I should apologize for making you give up hope in me.

I'm a terrible author for stringing you all along for the past few years, waiting for me to continue my writing especially whenever I said for sure I would. I would like to say thank you to those of you who have been there from the beginning of all my stories and, to those who are new to all of them. I have managed to grow as a person and as a writer in the sense that how I talk and communicate while writing is completely different from before, I feel as if I have now grown into someone who can properly write for you, and I only hope I have all of your guy's permission to continue writing altough I have simutaneously let most of you down, I can only hope you would forgive me and allow me to write for you and become the author I used to be, only now a more mature and revised one.

I have gotten a little sick of and envious of all these new authors coming out with their stories and would like to once again be on top ( I know it is extremely selfish however, I too am human so of course I have these wants and desires). I want to now write things that I want to happen, however, I need to make sure that none of you guys are angry about me making this decision to be greedy and write again. I am taking responsibility for my actions of being a lazy and might I say, terrible writing friend. 

This is my voice to you all who reads this that I want to be YOUR author once again, and I want to create stories you all enjoy that will put me on top, especially because I see lots of people who write stories here that purposely put my name in their works so that I read them and respond to them, I have officially had enough. I'm not an editor, I'm an author.

I'm not and editor , but an AUTHOR. I am now going to make you realize this. I know my blog right now sounds very narcissistic and extremely rude, however, I'm sick of being the washed out author people can remember and use as a foot stool in order to get my attention and to gain popularity for their works.

This is my promise to be at a battle to become the top. It's me and them and you guys who have been my audience for years and even now you new ones.

Its old vs. new.

And I'm telling you, I will try my damned hardest to be on top, no more idiling from the sidelines, I'm going to be stepping up to take back my crown in the writing world.

You may spread this or hate it, you may forgive me or you may not, whoever sticks by me will know just how serious I am about my words. It's time for me to go back and claim what had been mine. Those of you who are like me, washed out writers at the burnt end of the stick- I can only hope you will do the same and take back your place. I'm done being the tiger forced to live as a dog. 

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