Hi guys, long time no see... I know many of you have wondered why I stop updating my last story, Love Recipe, especially since if you have keep track with my stories, know that I've been writing non stop since late 2012.

And although i promised that my hiatus wouldnt take more than a few weeks, is being nearly over 4 months and I am really sorry for it,but life happen and it happen hard. 

I was misdiagnosed over the alleged ovarie cyst burst I had and ended up being admited to the hospital for over a week on the first week of May, were they finally figure out I had damaged the ligaments (the tissue that makes sure your bones stay on the right place) that join my hip and leg and the one that crosses across my hip, that was why I was in such a deal of pain. I got the injury at the gym (so if you do work out, make sure you are under the right directions and no idiot is giving you your rutine like the allaged trainer that supervise me) and now I am undergoing physical therapy coz i was stuck on my bed and in and out of the ER due to pain for over 2 months now. 

I was under so damn heavy pain meds (morphine became a good friend for some days), so I was dead sleep for almost all of the time.

Physical therapy has help a lot and now I can walk without a cane (yey me!) but I still can't do any type of exercise and I cant over excert myself. But i'm finally off of pain meds who made my head cloudy as hell. 

Also, on the other side, since i was hospitalized and on bed, I got majorly behind with my grad school thesis, so now my time is mostly spend in recovering the lost time if I want to manage to graduate this December. 

But I am not gonna lie, I have went through a lot of stuff on the emotional department, even if my last story help me a lot to recover, the guy that was writen as Seung Hyun tried to barge back to my life and that threw me off badly for a few weeks, thanks my lovely Elleally for listening to my rants over the small train wreck that bastard threw me. But im ok now, guess closure takes longer for some than others. Also I had been having a lot of discusions with my father (you have an idea of how he is if you read my story), so thats definetely killing my writing vibe. 

I had been under a lot of stress tbh and that has send me a lot of triggers that I am trying my best to fight off so I dont go back to my old ways (you know what I am talking about),but I am hanging in there, one day at a time. 

I have been trying hard to write updates for love story, but since i wanted this to be a fun story, I have been struggling coz my inner self is stuck on angst. So i dont see an update at least not at least until the beggining of november coming, thats when i expect that my thesis will be almost done or done already. 

Sorry about it guys, I have a few ideas for some short stories, like my Seungri one, maybe if i have time I will post one of those. 

But im still alive, so thats that... Hope you guys are ok, fighting your own battles and remember that no matter what, you are valuable and precious 

take care

~sayurimei