Hi, guys! Long time no see~

If you ask how I'm doing right now and when will I put some updates for my 'abandoned' fics, I can say happily that I'm doing good. I've just graduated (after such a long academic period) as a bachelor of design yet I couldn't put any updates since I'm too busy facing the real world. Adulthood hit me so hard that I need to make some best priority for my future.

I didn't say that I'll completely abandon my fics on aff tho. I'll try my best to write some updates though it will bo so irregular so please be patient with me. I've been so busy with some freelance projects I took aside of my main occupation in clothing design... I'm not sure but I guess I'll resign from my current job as I'm not the type who'd work behind a desk the whole day--I got stressed a lot even though for the time being I was just working from home... I really want to quit my job T.T and anyway it somehow reminds me of my fic here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1125492/got-a-pocketful-of-poetry-arrangedmarriage-sliceoflife-sunggyu-yongguk-eunji-gyuji-bangji (alright, it's kind of a mild spoiler and also a shameless self promotion). Though, I have not made any decision yet. And I really love childen that I'm back to be an English teacher for an elementary school I used to work at before. I missed my old students do much T.T And now I'm fully spending my time for drawing and other freelance stuffs (I'd be happy to see you on my instagram acc where I sometimes post a glance of my artworks---and mostly other random stuffs, here: http://www.instagram.com/hshumayra ) I have a plan on republishing some of my fics here into comics but I need more preparations to do. Therefore, I need your support as well for this. 🙏

And here, today (I mean, yesterday) my mood had jus been crumpled down as I hear that Sunggyu mentioned about his 'soon' enlistment in Girl Spirit latest episode. I knew the time has come for him yo go for enlistment. Yet my heart is not ready since he is literally my daily dose, my energy to recharge my day--or I'm just being hyperbolic and anxious even if the time has not come yet. I just hope that there'll still be some updates of him (or maybe other Infinite members as well--I hope they take the enlistment together so that it won't be a long waiting for Infinite to be coming back in full formation).

And the last issue bothering me tonight is about Indonesia Saranghaeyo 2016 concert that will bring Taeyang, AKMU, and NELL.... FOR GOD'S SAKE, IT'S NELL!! They'll come to my country I KENNOT!! 😱😱😱 This is such a rare opportunity and it was just yesterday (the whole week, actually) I said that how I'm such NELL-deprived. I missed their song do much despite they have just released new album after apart from Woollim and I'd like to see them live if I have the opportunity. I'm nearly to cry and I can't sleep last night (and here I'm just waking up after an hour sleep value while writing this post). I love NELL so much--despite how I was influenced a lot by Kim Sunggyu of liking them. And I really have a soft spot(?) for rock band ever since I was so young. And NELL's a great rock band in Korea that I really don't want to miss the opportunity to watch them live. YET, again, I have other priorities I have to choose ahead and I'm not sure of this. Is there anyone will come to this concert for NELL as a company? Is there's one, maybe I'll try harder to be able to attend the concert since I don't want to watch it alone. I bet many fans will come for Taeyang instead right? I don't hate Taeyang/Big Bang member in general, but witb this line up I'm becoming pestimistic somehow. He was an idol, a big one with big fandom and they must be overflowing the venue. And the saddest thing was when there's this young VIP girl that asked, 'NELL nugu?' last night and didn't know that NELL is such a big rock band in their country T.T I'm afraid that there'll be too much gap between the fans T.T

Bandung, in one of the coldest night-morning of this summer,

- Ra