EPILOGUE IN MANILA 073016

GUYS IT WAS SO GREAT, every sad thing I experienced, it all melted away. It was sooooo surreal, I can't believe I saw them live oh my goodness.

  . . . I did suffocate and had to be taken out by the medic right after they performed Fire so I missed a lot of songs (, I'm really upset that I wasn't allowed back and I missed Killer, Baebsae, If I Rule the World, Miss Right, and No More Dream) but!! I was let back in right before Encore so it was still great.

  IT WAS SO AMAZING!!! The performance that really stuck to me was Namjoon's solo performance and oh my god he was so beautiful performing on stage, and I cried so much. I was bursting with so much pride, seeing him perform alone on stage, with hundreds of army bombs moving along to the song.

  Seokjin's freaking voice sounds so so so so amazing live, he's so beautiful, he's so precious, he kept throwing kisses and winks and gah! HIS SHOULDERS !!! He was so beautiful I can't, I love him so much.

  Yoongi's rap- I swear- sent me to Hongkong lmao. SERIOUSLY, HIS VOICE !!! SO HUSKY !!! AND SWEET!! (Like Suga lmao , sorry)

  JIMIIIIN. Jimin's so adorable, you don't understand how happy I am when I called my cousin (who I told to enjoy the concert for me instead of accompanying me in the medic ward) AND SHE TOLD ME CHIM HAD MELTED ABS. LISTEN, I LOVELOVELOVE FLUFFY JIMIN OK????!!!

  Taehyung!!! What I liked about him was that he liked to keep quiet during his lines and had armys sing his lines for him. (#foolforTaeTae) And he was really solemn but really happy!!!

  JUNGKOOK'S FLUFFY PERM. I SAW IT LIVE. IN THE FLESH. Damn it that tol child.

  AND HOSEOK. Listen, I have four biases but Hoseok got me. I always try to get people to bias him lol, and goddamit his smile was so radiant and- he's so charming!! During Run, I could see he was trying really hard not to smile!! AND!! THAT ONE TIME, (I know I'm assuming but ok let me be, I suffocated and this is a coping mechanism) when he walked by and I was jumping around with my arms making a heart and screaming "Hobi!! Hobi!! (Like the same voice he uses) I love you very much!!" he smiled and waved and UGH!!!!!!! His smile was the highlight for me to be honest.

  Especially when he saw the vellum board project by the seated armys, I was so happy. He was really touched, he started tearing up (with Taetae) and FRIIIICK.

  I'm just so so so so happy!!! I missed a few songs, but it was still great!!

  And I'm so thankful for the armys who noticed I was having difficulty breathing! My consciousness was blurry but I distinctly remember one army yelling, "Give her some space!" and the people surrounding me gave me space! I was dragged out obviously, and an army who I didn't know stopped fangirling to check if I was okay!! She fed me a candy and fanned me and gosh, it was really touching, I hope people can see past the immature armys and see how truly wonderful our fanbase can be!!

  I wouldn't trade the night for any other thing, even if I did suffocate, even if I did miss the songs I was looking forward to, it was still the best!!