I'm currently watching a drama called W starring Lee Jongsuk and Han Hyoojoo. And wow! I'm totally amazed.  It's like, How can someone create this kind of plot? It's extraordinarily interesting! The idea of mixing real world and webtoon world is just beyond my poor brain. And I love the main character, Kang Chul. He's special. Surely he is. He has a tall model-like figure covered with a vampire white skin and stunningly handsome face. Not to forget that he's a former gold medalist of athletic shooting who -now- owns luxurious hotel and broadcasting station. Put aside all of those background, I'm actually in love with his character. I admired how calm he is in every situation. He didn't get sway easily, and use his logic. I love how gentle he treat the heroine, but didn't doubt to put a gun on her when it's needed (caution: spoiler!). I'm totally in love with him. And you know what's the saddest thing? He's not real. He's a fictional character! 

I mean, even inside the drama he's not real, he lives inside a webtoon. And my heart ached when the heroine told him that the world he lives in is fabricated.

Can you imagine if someone suddenly tell you that the world you live in is actually fictional story? If that was me then I must have crushing down. All of the events happened in my life, all of those emotions I felt just for entertaining the readers. Then wow! I'm gonna hate the author. But the one who face that problem is not me but Kang Chul. I anticipated what he would do after he find it out. 

And that makes me think. I'm an author, and yes, I love to make the world of my main character to be upside down. (Lol) So, what if they suddenly alive and chase me, like, "What the hell are you making me suffer like this??" Moreover to my unfinished story, she must curse me, "Why you leave me hanging like this? This is my life for God sake!" I suddenly feel guilty to all of the characters in my stories, kkk. 

Only with one drama can make me feel like this. Standing ovation to the scriptwriter-nim. 

But it's only 4 episode now, so I need to see what would happen next. Hopefully it keep me stay till the end :)