Hello,

I've kinda put my writing on hold. As you guys know, well, just recently a loved one died. 

I might be going to another funeral soon but let's pray and hope for the best that there won't be one.

Sometimes I wish my life now isn't some angst, character death fic. I just want my life to be a fluff lighthearted comedy office or college au. But college is out of the question cause I've received a bunch of rejection letters. hahah how my life . I'll have to apply again next year then. Kinda bummed out. I'll have to look for a job, so far I've been rejected like 4 times. Let's hope this weeks interview will be fine and dandy and I won't be a jobless bum anymore. I really need a job to help my family out. Things have been tough.

PLUS. Today, well I was happily out alone and I sort of bumped into this guy that well. let's just say 2 years ago, me and him, it was sort of like a dub-con oneshot. I realised what happened the next morning and i cut off contact with him and a year ago, he wanted it again and i just flat out told him off and today I bumped into him and i was so shaken up, I'm glad my looks changed in 2 years and he might not recognise me even though he did kept looking at me lol.

It's funny how I categorise parts of my life into fics cause this is how I lighten up the mood of my life I guess. Treat those times as fics. Fics mostly have a happy ending, so I might get one soon too am I right?

Anyways, today was Day 2 of Exordium. WOW

that's the only thing I can say.

wow and Artificial Love. That's all.

Bye.

Till another time where I feel like I need to let things out! Hope it'll be something positive next time!! <3

Here's the highlight of Exordium.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcgKDewLY50

Thank you very much Shim Jae Won for this godly performance.