aaahhhh

*note: i'm not starting rumors, none of the bts boys are dating as far as I know.

we all know that one day BTS will start dating

and we're all going to respect their desicions and NO HATE will be sent to the lovely people they date

BUT

I will be jealous. Like most fangirls it's a little heart ripping seeing your bias with a girl/boy, they're arm around them and giving them love. because, even though you think it will never happen in a million years, you pictured that lucky person being you. Getting to hold their hand, cheer them on at their shows, go on coffee dates with them, stay up talking about random things. 

And on one hand your happy that your sunshine has found thier sunshine but you also kinda wish it was you. 

Example: Taehyung's new drama (which I'm super pumped for!) there's a rumor about a kissing scene. And still I'm not really 'affected' by it like some people, I think it'll be super cute and I doubt they'll make it explicit or over 5 seconds. And there's a rumor it's Taehyung's first kiss? which is super sweet. And the 'cheater' memes that will follow the kiss...I love those omfg. But honestly that person who gets to kiss him is ssooo lucky!! I'm totally cheering for Taehyung in this drama and I'll be behind everything he does, even if he does something 'evil' I'll be cheering for him. But I'm scared to actually watch the kiss scene. Like.....my heart might stop. And Taehuyng is so affectionate with everyone (it's adorable) it's different with his group mates. Like they're his brothers but with someone he doens't know that well, it's a little....heart ripping.

In AHL when Taehyung, so innocent, was talking to that older girl in english 'friend of friend' and her 'husband' was like 'are you hitting on my wife?' and Taehyung look so flustered and cute and laughing. and then the 'husband' admits he was just playing with him and they're not really married but it was so cute how Taehyung wants to be friends with everyone, I love that. 

But with girls....idk. His interactions with fans at fansigns are super cute <3 but I wish I could meet him. And hear his voice, hear him laugh, hopefully hear his english. 

We all know the lucky girl who dates Jungkook will be sent hate and everyone will go out screaming for a week. please promise me you will never send hate to anyone, related to bangtan or not. Honestly BTS dating and BTS going to the army will kill me but we have to promise to them to be there for them no matter what and love them and cheer for them. Please stay by bangtan's side. 

this post went totally in a different direction. but yeah....i'm not ready for Taehyung to be dating, fake or not. he's my sunshine, i want what's best for him but i also want to be there for him, you know? i want my smol bby bean to be happy.