I was here, always | [Reasons & News on my works]

Hello, it's Sugarpopfiction here~! <3

Even if you haven't heard a peep from me on here for a while, I've always checked things on here every day. It's not a habit but something I want to do to respond to notifications, or to see the latest fics on my otp(s). Knowing this, I'm aware of my own business on here as well and have been planning to settle things. (Here's me hoping I won't go back on this but) I plan to get back to some of my unfinished works. I have been checking this site daily for the past years with my stories in mind, and sometimes I've even made changes or additions to notes for it that have yet to show in chapters.

Stories like 'The Club' (oh my gosh, I recently read through the chapters I've got planned for it, stuff I wrote years ago and dedicatedly kept, and maybe it's lame but I laughed so hard at the jokes I've prepared to come and felt so excited about letting people read it!), Sweet n' Cozy (2min), 'not the greatest but a match' (baekyeol) and even the small 'Rocket Lovers' (hunhan) aren't major stories on this site and maybe they're not incredibly interesting, but I've given so much time and made so many plans for them that scraping them altogether and giving up will be such a huge waste! (again, saying this, I'm gonna be real stupid if I do decide later on to do so...").

So I never forgot them. Neglected, maybe, but not intentionally; only because of personal reasons and the lack of strength I had to fight against them enough to discipline myself. Oh, and because I have a bunch of other unfinishes stories on different sites. And because consistently writing on this site happened when I was out of the anime community for a while, but I got back in to it from the middle of last year and so I have a lot of works planned for animated series (some of which I successfully finished and you can read on my AO3 page if you like <3).

Yeah, so that's it. Reasons for my...sloppinness. It isn't right nor fair to treat your own work like this, but sometimes it can't be helped. Sometimes it's lack of ideas that gets people stuck, or lack of time, lack of energy--just a general lack thereof things, I suppose.

I wonder how many of you have been on here for the same amount of time as me, or longer (Gosh, darn, I was hoping to get the friendly badge, too!). Sorry if this blog sounds pointless or full of excuses. Part of me wonders how you guys are doing because I don't talk to anyone on here, another part wants to be able to say I can help give advice if need be even though it's probably not perfect, but I'm willing to try, even if it's generally just for experience advice on amateur writing if not to chat (I have a blog for it <3)

Well, have a good day, afternoon, night, morning...life~ <3

This isn't a goodbye. That seems like I'm saying goodbye and leaving, doesn't it? I'm not! ^^"

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Layni17
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Hey! I, I don't think we ever talked, honestly, maybe through comments on your fics?? but I've always really admired you and your writing. >_< It's really exciting that you'll keep writing. <3 Good luck and I hope you have a great day!