I've been out of sorts lately, but I made this poem. It's a bit sad but it felt nice to finally have made a poem after all the time I've spent skulking around and reading other materials. So here it is: 

 

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You've realized you've let your guard down,

You've started to plan,

You've been having expectations,

You've been thinking of a future,

You've seen yourself change,

You're feelings have grown almost out of control

 

You've realized their guard isn't down,

They've given up on your plans,

They don't share their expectations,

Their future does not include you,

They've changed,

You're feelings are hurt, but they're oh so strong

 

They're starting to avoid you,

The texts are getting shorter, 

The visits sparce,

Are they cheating,

Is it me,

Thoughts begin to settle

 

You were never meant to find out,

You were never meant to know,

You're the ghost in his life,

The one their friends don't even know

 

Your heart is heavy, your feelings paper thin,

You begin your pruning,

Snip, snip

In the end, they're planted,

in your heart they will stay,

To be pruned again and again until the right one rips those weeds away. 

 

 

 

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I know its probably not super great, but I'd love feedback, anything negative though will be ignored unless it's helpful negativity. If that makes any sense.