김진수_IS_IN_THE_GAME.EXE
ABOUT ME ; introduction
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Hello, i'm kim jinsoo. eighteen years of age, biual male, born and raised in the heart of korea, seoul. i'm currently 18 and my birthday is on april 20th. i'm currently a student who's currently undecided.
some people may call me, jin, or kazoo (but i advise not to use that. it's gross). other nicknames include; ghost for how pale i am, sleeping beauty for how sleepy i am, and plan b, because that's what everyone sees me as. my friends are all weird. on here and out.
when it comes to my daily life, well. i like to sleep. i like to eat. i also like to play games. i often have a lot of responsiblities both here and out but i'm a pretty good time manager if i do say so myself. i recently graduated highschool in korea so i'm currently in 'a' university. it's not the best, but it'll have to do. my grades are average and i'm middle class since my parents own a local bakery so it's not like havard was my back up in any way what's so ever.
ASIDE FROM THE BASICS, I KNOW KOREAN (OBVIOUSLY) AND ENGLISH (SHOUT OUT TO CRAM SCHOOL, NO THANKS TO YOU). japanese and french were also one of my dreams to learn but i can only say basic weeb phrases and 'omelette du fromage'. I ALSO SWEAR, JUST STATING THAT FOR THOSE WHO LIKE TO DROWN ME IN HOLY WATER AND CALL ME SATAN. BUT YEAH UH, I'M NOT SCARY TO TALK TO. FEEL FREE TO HIT ME UP.
A/N: ITALICS ARE JINSOO IN REAL LIFE/OUT OF THE INTERNET, REGULAR IS HOW HE SPEAKS ON THE WEB WITH THE EXCEPTION OF PERSONALITY AND ENDING NOTE.
'get to know me' ; 10 facts
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so a lovely friend of mine tagged me to do this 10 facts 10 friends thing. and the objective is to state ten facts about me. so, here you go;
01. my sleeping schedule isn't the best. i stay awake for the longest time and then sleep in the same time to make it all up.
02. the best feature i have are my hands, people say they're really nice.
03. i've had relationships before, but i never tried long distance
04. i overthink...a bit too much.
05. people seem to believe that twitter (@KIMCHISOOUP) IS THE FASTEST WAY TO MESSAGE ME.
06. MY TWITTER HANDLE IS A PUN, JUST SO WE'RE CLEAR. AND I'M PROBABLY CHANGING IT TOO.
07. I'M ALSO INDECISIVE BUT I STILL MAKE DECISIONS BY THE END OF THE DAY.
08. I ALWAYS LIKE INTERPERTING TEXT, EVEN IF IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE I AM.
09. MATH IS MY BEST SUBJECT (I THINK).
10. MY FASHION STYLE? BASIC.
i'll tag anyone who wants to do this. i'm a lazy butternut.
[ PERSONALITY ]
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"EVERYONE ALWAYS SEES ME AS ROBIN HOOD...BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS SAVING THEM IN DIRE SITUATIONS."
POSITIVES : calm, clever, open
NEUTRALS : determined, tough
NEGATIVES : DEVIOUS, DISHONEST, insensitive
EXPANSION:
jinsoo was everyone's second-hand man. he's trust-worthy. he's loyal. he makes sure that everyone is still alive by the end of the day. he likes to be secure about his work and responsiblities as much as the next person. he'd be everyone's plan b with how thoughtful and innovative he can be. by the end of the day, he learns something, even if it's from himself.
FACTS IS WHAT jinsoo BUILDS ON. he has opinions, but he wouldn't have it without solid evidence. subjectivity is what a person feels but objectivity is what will progress the world forward. if these are what research says, then jinsoo will follow just that. he may seem 'cold' to others when he rejects emotional reasoning, but he always looks at things logically.
everyone looks at jinsoo for a secure job and he knows that. but, he can't handle letting everyone down. as a result, he'd lie to make keep the calm before the storm. he manages to get away with it majority of the time. he doesn't lie just because he wants to. he doesn't want anyone hurt, more or less, himself as well. but he always fixes his lies before anyone can notice, as long as it's executed properly.
#JINFACE
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BTS'S SUGA (REAL LIFE)
I WAS INSECURE ABOUT MY LOOKS, I REALLY WAS. I WAS ALWAYS A LANKY KID. I NEVER LIKED GOING OUTSIDE SO MY SKIN IS PALE TO THE POINT MY MOTHER CALLED ME A GHOST. I DON'T HAVE A SIX PACK OR ANY IMPRESSIVE FEATURES. I DIDN'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO SHOW MY FACE TO MY FRIENDS BUT THEY WERE PERSISTENT. I HAD TO SHOW THEM SOMEONE, EVEN IF IT WASN'T ME.
MONSTA X'S WONHO (INTERNET PERSONA)
my height consists of 176 cm and 60 kg, i think. MY HAIR ISN'T LONG BUT IT'S NOT ARMY-STYLED SHORT. I USED TO HAVE BLACK HAIR FOR THE LONGEST TIME BUT THEN I DECIDED TO SWITCH IT UP SO MY HAIR COLOR VARIES EVERYTIME. MY BODY. WELL. IT'S WHAT YOU SEE IN THE PICTURES, SO THERE.
SEVENTEEN'S MINGYU (BACK UP)
people say i look tough. do i really? maybe it's how i'm always staring at my phone. maybe it's the dark circles on my face as well...don't act like you don't have any. i'm just a tired being.
dean (BACK UP)
I'VE ALWAYS LIKED TO DO MY HAIR, EVEN IF THE STYLES ARE LIMITED. MAKE-UP? WELL. EVERY GUY SEEMS TO HAVE A BIT. EVEN IF THEY SAY THEY DON'T.
EXID'S HANI (BACK UP)
I'VE HEARD IT ALL. "ARE YOU A BOY OR A GIRL?" I'VE BEEN ON THE INTERNET NOW AND I'VE COME TO A CONCLUSION. AS LONG AS THEY'RE ATTRACTIVE, THEY GO AFTER THEM. SO GENDER DOESN'T SEEM TO MATTER, REALLY. (ALIAS: LEE NORI & CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS TO FEMALE IF USE)
INTERNET & jinsoo
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I KNOW A BIT ABOUT THE INTERNET, YEAH. IT CAN BE PRETTY MOTIVATIONAL BUT IT CAN ALSO BE DOWNRIGHT CREEPY. THERE'S MORE TO IT THAN JUST AESTHICALLY PLEASING TUMBLRS AND FACEBOOK STATUSES. I'M USUALLY INVOLVED IN THE CREEPY PASTA COMMUNITY. I GUESS YOU CAN SAY I'M SORT OF AN ADRENALINE JUNKIE. EVEN IF SOMETHING SCARES ME, THERE'S ALWAYS FUN AFTER THAT. OR AT LEAST, I THINK THERE IS. IT'S JUST INTERESTING TO ME. i actively read creepy stories and manage to still sleep at night. not the best hobby, but it's something. i just read it, not really write any. my writing skills aren't the best, you see.
it's a little surprising for others, but i'm more reserved outside of the screen. the moment i put in my password, i become a different person. it's just. i'm not saying my life is a hubris and i must find an escape. it's just that, well, i'm comfortable here. this is my outlet for everything i can't do physically. it can be agreed by others as well who are restricted by life.
REALLY IN ALL HONESTY, I JUST LIKE PLAYING GAMES AND READING WHATEVER THERE IS FOR ME TO READ.
as i stated previously, i'm a student. i'm trying my best to get good grades and stuff. i also dabble a bit into games like overwatch and rpgmaker games (quite the difference, i know).
So tl;dr? i'm more expressive here on the internet then in real life and 10/10 on the internet.
JUNG YONGGUK & the deep web
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there's a recent friend i met that i wanted to talk about. this man. jung yongguk. IT WAS WEIRD HOW WE MET. at first, i was hearing stories about this 'deep web' . how they end up dissappearing from existence and i have to find all of these codes. isn't this like that other story? the one with no face and is tall and lanky? i was skeptical about it, but i was determined to find out more. that's how i found him. he seemed to be the expert on this and i couldn't be more glad to meet him.
we shared twitters, facebooks, whatever social media had to offer and little did i know about the mess i got myself into. HE KEPT HYPING IT UP. 'RED ROOM' THIS, 'RED ROOM' THAT. THE MORE HE TALKED ABOUT IT, THE MORE I WAS INTO IT AND I WANTED TO DO IT. HE WASN'T A BAD GUY, ALTHOUGH I KEEP CURSING AT HIM. i don't know if he sees me as a close friend, we only talk about the deeb web so. perhaps we're more aquaintances then friends? i wouldn't mind being closer to him in all honesty.
but nonetheless, jung yongguk left me with one goal.
THE RED ROOM.
THE RED ROOM; LOG #00
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so after getting the hook up from yongguk, i was set and ready to play this infamous game.
starting time: 3:00 am (don't ask).
when it comes to me and games, i usually like to go in blind. the tutorial was simple. told me i had to get codes and hide from people as any others.
but the real deal was absolutely horrifying.
i got the first code, great easy peasy lemon squeezy. I ALMOST HAD MY HEAD SLICED OFF BUT THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS TO ME IN MAJORITY OF THE GAMES SO I WAS PRETTY DESENSITIZED TO THAT. I ALMOST THOUGHT yongguk was ripping me off with this 'red room' .
but then, i found more.
i found notes, i found codes. i found strange people speaking. my hands even got sweaty from the fear that they'd find me. i just had to keep going to find the cursed room. THIS GAME WAS REALLY WEIRD. I COULDN'T PEACEFULLY PIECE TOGETHER THE STORY WITHOUT SOMETHING POPPING UP. THE HACKERS ARE ANNOYING AS WELL...
i lost track of time when i was playing this, really. one of my earbuds fell out and i heard birds chirping.
but i've done it. i found it.
i reached the red room, yongguk.
didn't think i could do it, huh?
end time: 6:32 am
I THINK I FOUND IT..I DON'T KNOW IF I DID. I'M SORRY, YONGGUK.
[ ENDING NOTE]
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COMMENTS: I HOPE THIS HAS EVERYTHING YOU'RE LOOKING FOR. THE GAME IS STILL VAGUE TO ME SO HOPEFULLY THE DETAILS AREN'T OUT OF BOUNDS. THE BRACKETS IN THE TITLES AREN'T IN HIS POV. AND THE ITALICIZED ARE HIS REAL THOUGHTS. i hope the details aren't lacking and I HOPE YOU LIKE JINSOO!
SUMMARY: HE'S A TRUSTHWORTHY CATFISHER ONLINE WITH A LOVE FOR HORROR.
MISC: HONESTLY, jinsoo HAS BEEN INTO TROYE SIVAN LATELY. YOUTH IS ONE OF HIS FAVORITES.
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