I love myself...

Ermmm..Hey~ It has been like a year since I wrote my blog..lol

Actually.. I don't have anything important to say here.. I'm just saying my feelings here.. Today is the worst day..ever....

First, my depression came back...

Yeah, I can't get depressed. But I can control this.. So, it's not a big deal,I guess... It's not like I am trying to kill myself.. (Okay I admit it that I've tried that,once :/ ) I feel like people doesn't like me and they prefer me die than alive..But I guess that's normal.. (Please tell me it's normal  ;-; )

Second, my throat hurt af...

I injured my throat..And I can't speak too much.. Do you know how to make it feels better? Because I've something important tomorrow... Like, WHY DOES THIS HAPPENED NOW?! Not to blame anyone tho, it's my own fault ._.

Third, my bf (best friend,okay~) are crazy...

I'm just saying he is a psycho..I hate him.. HE IS A WOMANIZER LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT, YOUNG MAN?!

 

I guess this is normal... What do you think?

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kpopfangirl10
#1
dear,sorry dh lama x contact ngan you >.< [nak kata busy,x lah busy sgt --]
it's not normal at all dear -_- hoW CAN YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF IT'S HARAM OKAY
no,Allah always be there for us . Don't worry sweetie ^^
masalah second blh tanay en.google tpi yang third tu,Idk
dh gila tu,tinggalkan jelah --
miss u dear >.<
sleepingprince
#2
Drink some honey tea for your throat. As for your depression i think it would be helpful if you read some self help books to stay positive . Try taking some bananas and exercise. I read it somewhere that it helps.. So you should try. I hope that you feel better soon.