I just come to realize that ever since I took up the offer of being the PA for the directors, I had turned into a cry babe, a very bad one, in fact...

I had another bad day at work...but I had no more tears even though I want to cry out loud...

I'm the scapegoat again for another person's fault...and this time I tried my best in defending myself by giving out all the proof but I lost too...my boss just threw the papers away and kept on scolding me in front of my colleagues...

I controlled my tears from falling in front of him...no matter how hard I tried to explain everything from A-Z to him, he didn't even tried to listen to me but kept on saying that it was all my fault and I shouldn't blame it on my colleague who had worked with the company for the past 20 years...and I should apologize for what had happened...

I'm tired, very tired...I never expected praise for all I've done but all I need is just some respect and recognisation from him as my boss...but every time I got nothing except scolding..