So y'day i found out that Siwon is in London! Pretty late but i only realised it when i saw a photo of the two girls who got a kiss from him. I was determined to find him. Thus began my plan.

Today, after school, i headed straight for his hotel--- Cumberland Hotel. I arrived, looking quite dishevelled in my sports kit and carrying a really heavy bag. Not at all presentable to meet a star! the lobby was big, i didnt know what to do. I saw a young couple dressed to the nines, seated on a long sofa bench. Beside them was another college girl. So i plopped myself between them.

Shortly after i arrived, Siwon walked into the hotel. I didnt realise it first. I thought i would have to wait very long and i was rather prepared, indeed. Then i saw the 2 girls dashing towards a tall handsome guy in a designer suit. And i was like "OH MY GOD. IS THAT HIM?" I froze at my spot. And he walked in, so suave! The first girl with her boyfriend, who was clutching a professional camera, and she, dressed in Chanel from head to toe, hurried to ask him for a photo. Siwon got quite scared and his manager, who was wearing a mask (the kind sick ppl wear) and much shorter than handsome Siwon, shook his head and crossed his hands. Then they started walking towards the lift which was where i was. As he walked nearer to me, i was so stunned at his beautiful skin. then, i started waving my hands like a crazy woman. Now, i am still feeling a little sore from the waves.

I was waiting for him to wave back but he didnt. They stopped near the lift, just 1m from me. The other two girls didnt bother running towards him. So i had a little moment with Siwon. The manager was facing elsewhere and Siwon stared at me who continued waving. He smiled. HE SMILED, a very wide one. I dont know if he was laughing at my ridiculous looks or antics or both but i loved that smile. Our eyes met for a very long time, until the lift came. when they finally got on, i didnt even have the intelligence to see which floor they'll stop at. I stood there, stunned, like he just shot me in my heart.

I sound like a hopeless romantic here. And i know there are LOADS more fans who've gotten way more than i did. Like those two girls who hugged him and many more who even managed to get his autograph.

But for me, it is the very first time kpop has come to life. It is the very first time i ever saw an idol within eye-sight. The whole ten minutes after i saw him, my heart continued pumping really fast. I think its more like andrenaline than love. but i even screamed (not too loud though) in the lobby. I felt so lucky. The single girl had to try and calm me down. I did not get a picture which i regret very much and neither did i get an autograph. All that i had from this experience is the wonder of STARING RIGHT INTO HIS EYES FOR WHAT FELT LIKE TEN MINUTES.

My heart is beating faster as i write this. I am just overwhelmed by everything that happened.