so I guess this is goodbye??
I'm totally kidding. It's more of an "I'll see you guys soon" situation, you know? As of the moment, I'm leaving my fics as they are and I have no plans whatsoever to update any or write new ones, not at the moment anyway. I'm sorry to those who have waited for updates – maybe one day I'll stumble upon them and think, 'hey, I should write a chapter and update'. But that isn't a guarantee.
I love sebaek — as you all probably know because never had I once stopped loving this ship — but I feel a drift somewhere and I can't find my muse to write fics of them anymore. Plus, my laptop is being and I can't finish a fic that I had started for an exchange. It really is a bummer but at the same time, the fic probably will not have a decent ending due to my lack of passion for it?
It's been a crazy journey for me, really. Two years ago, I never would have thought I'd be writing sebaek. Hell, I don't even remember writing half of the stories I've posted here. It's really hard to not be writing something I've grown used to writing but my works will only be of poor quality if I continue to write this ship with not much the passion I once had before. I'm writing for another fandom now and it's been great as well.
So. I'm so grateful for all of your support for the past 2 years in my time as a sebaek writer. One of the most memorable would probably be the fact that 140506 got featured and I remembered people saying it was the first sebaek fic to be featured and I was just glad that I wrote it and perhaps, brought a few more sebaekians onto the ship. Of course, Day and Night then becomes my most favourite that I worked on. It felt like a true success, even if it received lesser recognition much as 140506 did. I had fun writing for all of you. And I wish and pray that whenever someone gets converted into a sebaekian, they will find the fics I wrote as well as other amazing writers, to feed you their thirsty sebaekian throats. There werent much for me when I became a sebaekian.
Thank you!!
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