so I guess this is goodbye??

I'm totally kidding. It's more of an "I'll see you guys soon" situation, you know? As of the moment, I'm leaving my fics as they are and I have no plans whatsoever to update any or write new ones, not at the moment anyway. I'm sorry to those who have waited for updates – maybe one day I'll stumble upon them and think, 'hey, I should write a chapter and update'. But that isn't a guarantee. 

I love sebaek — as you all probably know because never had I once stopped loving this ship — but I feel a drift somewhere and I can't find my muse to write fics of them anymore. Plus, my laptop is being and I can't finish a fic that I had started for an exchange. It really is a bummer but at the same time, the fic probably will not have a decent ending due to my lack of passion for it? 

It's been a crazy journey for me, really. Two years ago, I never would have thought I'd be writing sebaek. Hell, I don't even remember writing half of the stories I've posted here. It's really hard to not be writing something I've grown used to writing but my works will only be of poor quality if I continue to write this ship with not much the passion I once had before. I'm writing for another fandom now and it's been great as well.

So. I'm so grateful for all of your support for the past 2 years in my time as a sebaek writer. One of the most memorable would probably be the fact that 140506 got featured and I remembered people saying it was the first sebaek fic to be featured and I was just glad that I wrote it and perhaps, brought a few more sebaekians onto the ship. Of course, Day and Night then becomes my most favourite that I worked on. It felt like a true success, even if it received lesser recognition much as 140506 did. I had fun writing for all of you. And I wish and pray that whenever someone gets converted into a sebaekian, they will find the fics I wrote as well as other amazing writers, to feed you their thirsty sebaekian throats. There werent much for me when I became a sebaekian.

 

Thank you!!

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Shattered_Heart
#1
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That's fine author do not worry. We'll wait for you no matter how long it takes.Thank YOU for such wonderful/beautiful stories. I am glad for having know/read them. Sorry if I'm a silent reader most of the time (all the time,always) this is how I am.
loganisnotacat #2
I'll really miss you. Your writing is so great, I hope you'll pick something up again in the future.
yoonsss #3
Awww I will miss you but I understand you.. It's not always easy to come up with something and write it into a story. I also took a break from writing when I didn’t have the motivation and inspiration to write because I didn't want my stories to be a trash (if you know what I mean hahaha)
I will wait for you! Fighting! And really.. Thank you so much for writing such beautiful stories of Sebaek. You are the first author that I subscribed to and I never regretted it! ^^
TEN_Net
#4
It's really saddens me but I really understand. . Lately I can't seem to find my muse in writing, but I dunnk how to give up or continue. . It's so complicated
anf I'd like to say that Day and Night was one of the most amazing fics that I have read n I'll never forget it ..
thank you for the chance to read a great sebaek ff ♡♡
fani437
#5
Oh my god, that title was heartbreaking :(
Even if you didn't mean it that way XD
SeBaekians, what a cute name for fans of the SeBaek ship ^-^
Don't worry I loved you for your writing style, and even if you don't
write SeBaek anymore that's alright~ You do whatever you want! I will
always support you ^-^ You are awesome~
Exquisiteblah #6
I was about to cry like why you playing with our hearts?!! Yes your fics were what introduced me to Sebaek world. So thank you
mysehuniverse
#7
OMG. I'm so glad that I found your stories. You made me love SeBaek even more. Thank you for all your wonderful stories. 140506 made me cry so much. Good luck to you and thank you so much. I know this really is not goodbye~