Hi there~

I just really wanted to get it of my chest, you don't need to read if you don't want to.

Lately my grades have been dropping more and more and I really have to get a hold on myself, I know I can do better and I want to go back to the times I was a top student. Now I barely pass my tests and I feel so dissapointed with myself. Also my parents are really pressuring me in getting good grades and that makes me feel so stressed. 

I have so many things to finish and to do: I have my re-take exam at the 24th of May, I need to finish 2 pretty big essays for culture studies in June, I have my CAE (Cambridge Advanced English) exams in the beginning of June, I need to read 2 books for English at the end of May and have a oral exam about it, I also need to read a book for Dutch, Finals are late June and it all just builds up. The pressure of my parents makes it worse. 

I know some people might have it even harder, but having this plus all the homework and my part-time job is really getting me stressed. I know I need to do it all in order to pass this year to go to my graduation year but I think in order to get there it's going to give me a lot of all-nighters and busy days. 

I hope you will understand that this will also take a toll on my stories and I will even update lesser, but I promise to write whenever I have free time (it also gives me some rest and calmness so it isn't that I think I owe you all) 

Thank you for reading, 

Cherry >-<