urm this is slightly random but this is dedicated to whoever's a tad bit curious about sehun's behaviour/symptoms in Concerns!

so lemme just pull up his list!

Concerns

1) I'm not sleeping

2) But I'm tired

3) I'm not eating

4) But I'm hungry

5) I eat

6) But I get nauseous

7) I feel hot

8) But my feet feel like ice 

9) I'm thirsty

10) But I don't drink anything

11) I think

12) But a little too much or too little?

13) I like .  .     .

14) But. . .  ?

so i guess i'll just explain them one by one:

1 + 2 for me, i find that once i have difficulty sleeping on one night, the next night will usually be the same, and so will the next, and the next, and the next. It's like some sort of inevitable, unbreakable cycle - you know that you're not getting enough sleep and you need to get at least some sleep but the more you think about it as you lay there in silence, in the dark, the scarier your thoughts become and the louder the voices in your head will shout. so even if you try to take naps, say, during the day, it won't work bc you're constantly blaming yourself for not sleeping the night before, or why you're being such a pain in the for people etc etc etc 

3 + 4 + 5 + 6 this happens a bit later after the first day of not being able to sleep, i think. your stomach starts to make grumbling noises and feels really weird bc of indigestion, so it's kinda just like, uh, whether you eat or not your stomach's still gonna be in some typa pain, ya know?? LOL this is difficult to explain. so like, the indigestion covers both - there's no pretty way to say this lmao - ting issues and, like, vomitting issues?? Like i get really nauseous when i'm too hungry or too full like asjiohcoiehoijrw 10000% DONE.

7 + 8 lmao @ this bc i think this is more of a 'born with it' type of thing... My feet tend to get really cold, even tho i feel hot everywhere else, and even if i put socks on my feet just 'cold sweats' LOLLL buuuuut in saying that, it's common to have cold/hot flushes, so you can be cold sweating one minute then hot sweating a few minutes after. (As anxious!sehun would say, "This is freaking !!! #@&$*%^*@")

9 + 10 this is like a horrible dilemma oK. cos your mouth feel so goddamn parched but you really don't want to drink anything else bc you've alrdy peed like 210942381537209385 times /flips

11 + 12 this is kinda self explanatory ha ah a  ah a ha  aha a a ha h :-(

13 + 14 it's actually supposed to be "i like (you) but (do you like me back)...?" SUBTLE AF I KNOW ;-)

kk so that concludes it!!

also this is my very first blog post lmao im so excited abt this what is wrong with me xD

oh wait everything