So after months of thinking, I have finally decided to upload my fan fictions here. But then, news about hyunseung came and I was devastated. How am I supposed to continue my beast fanfics after knowing that he already left beast????? 

This is crazy. I don't know what to do at the moment. I just need something or someone to divert my attention to. Just until I'm no longer hurting and then probably I could return to writing fanfics. 

I hope there's a light at the edn of this dark tunnel as I really really can't accept the fact that he left.