I try to write a one-shot, even just a drabble, of EXO and 

I really can't bring myself to write them anymore LOL

Because I always end up thinking about OT12 and I... just get too emotional and overthink everything and by the 5th sentence I realize I'm just actually blabbing... 

I guess I could take a jab at writing something about SHINee again, but honestly, I still get tired just thinking about OLS and... that other one I'm still supposed to be writing LMAO. I just can't bring myself to write actual fics with stories anymore, ya know? I just wanna write situations in what I think is their perspective. I think it's more fun that way. But it seems like I can only imagine things in a few EXO members' perspectives?

Ugh. I'm sorry guys. Not a lot of you read my stuff, but your comments, even to this day, still mean a lot to me. I just can't bring myself write fics anymore, and honestly I'm struggling with the guilt of even just having an AFF account and reading fics of real people lol. I'm just lame.

Blah.