To be completely honest, I was shocked by the news of the two of them dating. But at the same time, I was somehow expecting it already a long time ago. Honestly, it took me two days to get over it. Not because my bias of four years started to date my bias of five years, no. I actually was in that state when I was jealous of them. But not because Krystal is dating someone I admired for so long, simply because she found herself someone who understands her, simply put – someone she loves. To be able to go on the dates, wear couple t-shirts, phone cases, etc. I’ve been single my whole life, funny right? That’s why… Anyway, all these girls bashing on Krystal and Kai are probably just like me. Because honestly, if they had someone beside them, who would love them, Things like their idols dating wouldn’t get to them at all. They wouldn’t wish for them breaking up, because they would know that it freaking hurts when you break up with the one you love. Because of EXO boys saying that they love them, that leads to some girls being confused about what kind of love they actually mean.

Many people keep on saying that Kai and Krystal are betrayers, that they should openly say that they date each other and not date secretly. I understand why fans are upset, because it kind of hurts that someone you adore so much basically lies to you all the time saying that EXO-L is all they need. But on the other hand imagine how the two of them must feel now. They could predict how things would turn out after this news was revealed. Harsh words, mostly towards Krystal, just because she’s not good enough for him. They expected that something like this would happen, therefore they didn’t reveal it sooner. It wouldn’t hurt their fans any less if they knew it from the beginning. At least that’s what I think.

Then there’s another thing – writing. I honestly feel like I’m making Kai cheat on Krystal. lol

I was writing an update just now and I had to literally shake off thoughts about KaiStal, because it got in the way, a little too much. xD Anyway, I’m a hardcore Sekai shipper, so this won’t affect me that much, but it’s still weird…